Friday, July 27, 2007
{ 6:34 PM }
i'm tired . i am sick of it . i hate it .
thus , i think is time to really line out my timetable . to allow myself to be aware of what's exactly going on . i shall start from tmr .
Saturday - PIANO LESSON (AM) / COUSIN 's wedding . (PM)
SUNDAY - RUAN XIAN's practice ( morning till evening )
MONDAY - SCHOOL (morning)/ detention (afternonn)/ syco's practice(night) .
TUESDAY- SCHOOL(morning) / IT training (afternoon).
WednesDAY - SCHOOL (morning) / *supposed to have tution* / Beijing immersion trip duty (till night)
THURSDAY - SCHOOL (morning) / MUSIC Lesson(afternoon) / SYCO's PRACTICE (night)
FRIDAY - SCHOOL (morning) /*supposed to have SVA* / NDP rehearsal duty (Afternoont)
SATURDAY- *supposed to have piano and ruan * / beijnig immersion trip duty . (till night)
SUNDAY *my mum's bdae* - RUAN Xian's parctice ( from morning till evening)
I seriously doubt if i have time . the above timetable , not yet include my journey travelling time , homoework and revision time , time for practising my ruan and piano . MOREOVER , there is this upcoming MID- AUTUM . SSC has upcoming ACES day , needa go to the gym everyweek . KPVC needa prepare ALOT for SVA . RUAN XIAN's concert is on 19/8 . SYCO needs to prepare for beautiful sunday 9/9. i will be having my music common test on 16 aug . which also includes my 2 solo pieces for eoy . MOREOVER , the above timetable that are till night is something like i will reach home at 10 ++++ .
yes , i knew that there are more people who face more stuffs than me . i knew that that are people who are more stress than me . i knew that i am not doing much for each committe as mention above . BUT , i am tired of it . i am tired .
PREFECTS says , we should support one another. We needa volunteerism . We needa support the school and give our priorities to the school and i did. according to my timetable , i will miss my ruan and piano lesson for about 1 month . my diplomas are coming , my music EOY is round the corner too , i needa take my piano grade 8 by next year march . how on earth am i going to make it when i am missing lesson merely everyweek ???
WHAT's done can't be undone . i seriously hope that i can tolerate. but is sort of true if i think this way . IF i am busy , MANY PPLE outside there is much more busier than me . if i am feeling stressed up now , how am i going to face my future social life ? i doubt so ? working life and social life is just not that easy .
okay after all my crap .
WEDNESDAY .
supposed to have tution with peiqian too , but iw as told of the DETENTION . than cancel off . thna went for some photo shoot .
YESTERDAY.
SCHOOL , than Music lesson . than left early JUST for SSC step down part . it was super FUN . it was super high . you can really feel sec 3 ssc super close . but too bad i was sort of tired . frisbee tournament was cool . thought sec 3 lose to the seniors . it was in PURPOSE okay . ahhax . pity you people , the last match . ahahax . as for sec 3 VS sec 2 . erm.... in the end we won right ? ahahahx . the final score doesn't matter . what matters was the tounament was FUN!!! than we kept taking pictures . and went home !!!!
TODAY .
SVA . tired . simply tired . i ran from the basketball court to ITC 5 for don't know how many times . moroever the staircase is locked . must use another staircase . aawww . just tiring . is okay . is fun . i really hope that SVA will be a success . okay i am tired . i gtg .
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
{ 7:59 PM }
hello . okay . time to give a proper post . ahahx .
SATURDAY .
i was in scholl the entire day !!! i went for SSC . in the morning i did the gym's stuffs ??? than in the afternoon was the noticeboard ?? yeah . there's this certain sense of satisfication in me actually . ahahax. looking at whatever was done!!! ahahx.
SUNDAY .
the whole day i was at marine parade CC having RUAN XIAN practice . as the performance is now round the corner ? is entire day!!! from 10.30am - 6 pm . thanks to zhang lao shi for treating us to some jap restaurant ? it was kinda of cool . ahahax . especially the journey there . hehex.
MONDAY .
everything was per normal . than i have SYCO at night . i went home to watch my KINDERGARDEN graduation VCD . i can only recongnizes PEI WEN!!!! aaawww. her face never change. ahahax. as for SIM LIN and SANDY . i will try my best to look out for you . i just cant recognizes the 2 of you!!!!
TUESDAY .
which is today . many many things happen . and i am so elated that i have no homework today!! muahahahax. that is why i am posting now =) and of course the event that imapcted me the most today , was the lecturing i recived this morning . right before any lesson .
* i knew that many people are reading . i knew that many people will have opinions on my thoughts. but please , give me some freedom to have my own opinion. and is PURELY my opinion. *
basically i recieved a lecturing from the seniors prefects. it was like at the start of the day , and something like that happened ,obviously it spoilt my day . we were asked to fall in like some UG and that is when the lecturing starts . bascially there are many factors . about our grooming , attitude , behavious etc. when they started off with their lecture , indeed i can't deny that it is really time to reflect . indeed , i cant deny that i didn't do my best for the prefectorial board . indeed , i was simply slacking at the start of this term 3.
BUT , i did my duty . i DID fulfil my responsibility . as for grooming wise , i dun see myself with problem . NOT taking initiative . i think i shall say that i am not alert at all times bah . pple who knows me will know that how "CAREFUL" i am in all aspects. as for open one eye close one eye . i think we should be flexible at times , not being too rigid. and being strict and firm may not be the best solution actually.
ON THE OTHER HAND , i am not blaming them for lecturing us , though i was sort of pissed off at first . but after some time . i think , i understand why they did so . i cant deny that the entire of us DO face such problems . i knew that they have the reason for that . i guess that they may be scolded by mr siah for our actions etc ?
BUT i got to say this , lecturing us isn't the best solution . cos i was pissed off at first . but i am REALLY fine now . = )
as i've said before . the above paragraph was my personal opinion . and i was talking all about myself only . so please give me the freedom of my opinions . and i dun wish to like talk about this thing again after this particular second . therefore , BYE!!!
Monday, July 23, 2007
{ 4:17 PM }
sorry for not posting . i have not time . i needa do my homework . i will elaborate more on the next post okay!!!! =) rushing off . BYE >
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
{ 8:38 PM }
HEY .
ahahax .
pple has been asking about details on RUAN xian's concert . so here are the details . ahahax . COPied and PASTe from sistic website . erm buy from me okay !!! =)
the poster cool right . too bad is very small . ahahax .
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
{ 7:47 PM }
HELLO .
okay recently i will all of sudden be super unhappy . hhmmm . now i shall receal the truth .
i scored seriously badly for my english common test , which was somehting really upsets me . although all these years i've been scoring badly . but this just SUPER BAD . i felt like giving up , i felt irratated , i felt useless. but when i i look at my goals and targets , it is only the start of term 3 , how can i give up this early . it dun make sense. ahahax. so i am happy now!!!! i know what i want . i know what to work for . ahahax. YEAH!!!
than today had my IT training too . as usual to be with 3D . i really cant draw!!! yet i have to draw ? aawww. i tried my best . i knew i did. okay . going off for homeworking . ahahax . BB!!!
Monday, July 16, 2007
{ 7:11 PM }
HELLO .
today is like one of my happiest day!!! ahahax . why ? because today i only study two subjects !!! they are math and mtl . mtl as usual of course never expected even mdm yong oso came to me to tok about yang lao shi's matter . like what he say , he want to see his students smiling!!! so i will smile!!!! =) than math . ms sim broke her spects . she cant teach . super happy . but seh gave us hw . but is okay . i finished it already ahahax. and she look much more prettier without spects . she look so femine. first 2 period was PE . so fun can . at first i was like dreading it to be basketball . because my class got so many good players , i dun to make a fool of myslef. afterall i think is better than 3e actaully . soccer?? hahahax. and basketball was fun afterall!!!
after school went to watch harry potter . and the story was quite okay lar . but the ending simply ..... i have nth to say . it simply just end like tat . which is LIKE THAT . than i watch the crew list . whoa a thousand of pple!!! sva 12 pple . but is okay. we can do it . hahax.
in the end i forgotten my key . never mangae to go home . never manage to go SY . AAWWW . thats so sad . GTG . study chem . ahahax
Sunday, July 15, 2007
{ 8:53 PM }
HEELLOOO.
reason for not blogging is because iw asnt in th mood on friday . and saturday i wasnt free!!!
okay . lets me elarborate what happen today!!!
okay now . LOOK at this girl . she is already 15 this year , yet she LOVES her orange ballooon. ahahax. she is my DIRECTOR okay . and i am proudly to say to be the producer. JIAYOU for SVA team .
okay . back to ruan xians practice. it was so nice to have ku lao shi with us . than DUH DUH DUH . everything was as normal.
than ppl was like asking me how did i sell my 30 tickets . my school has no CO , pple will come meh ? so pple you know i pitiful i am right . so BUY the ticket from me lar!!! please!!! ahahax. i am despo for 16 BUCKS!!!! okay gtg . MDM yong's hw not yet done!!!
Thursday, July 12, 2007
{ 8:52 PM }
HELLO .
okay i am here to blog . to post .
last night went for syco's sectional practice and received a VERY VERY BAD NEWS .
Mr . Yeo Puay Hian , the sco's zhongruan player had passed away yesterday peacefully. at first i was like orh okay. i wasn't really that sad about it as i didn't know it that well , not that close to him , but i knew that he was a very cheerful and friendly guy. however after whatever zhang lao shi actually told us , everthing changed . the atmosphere in the room was stagnant . and i do feel that pinch of sadness. we will never know what will happen the next day . so what we can do is to appreciate what the pple around you has done for you , and cherish every single second you have now . seriously , it would be too late when you start to regret.
okay . i am done with what i want to say . so bb !!
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
{ 5:44 PM }
okay . today there's this debate going on in my class, about blogging is a waste of time. the debate was kind of "wow" . to me , blogging is indeed addicting at times , BUT i have self disicpline de okay!!!! ahahax.
anyway sorry SHARK.. very sorry. i didn't throw ur rose/tiissue in purpose. sorry.
today i had my IT training with 3D . it was kind of awkward at first. after sometime it was fine. i seriously hate it!!! is drawing. i cant draw!!! one thing i was happy about going to sec 3 was that there will me no more art . yet now , i need to draw!!!
anyway , i am advertising this AGAIN!!!
ruanxian concert:19 August 07,
Sunday night @ Singapore Conference Hall
Tickets available at $16, $19, $24 (if i'm not wrong)
Basically all the repertoirs are nice!
Please support.
And grab tickets soon!
the above extract was copied from zi xin's blog . hehex. :P
i desperatly need to sell 30 tickets so help me lar !!!!
Saturday, July 07, 2007
{ 8:10 PM }
HELLO . hhmmm. i want to post . but i seems to have stml forgotten what i did. aawww.
okay try to start from yesterday . yesterday night i've celebrated my grandmother's bdae. erm it was at sakura. i organise de okay. ahahax. super proud of myself. =)
this the cake i bought!!! is tiramisu flavour from secret recipe. it cost me 36 bucks. but the design of the cake was indeed auntie.
my grandparents, my 3 aunties , my dad and uncle.
me and my cousins. still short off another 3 cousin?
okay. i am done with ppictures. it was really nice celebrating my grandma's bdae. the restaurant actually willing to play happy bdae song. and basically the entire restaurant's customers sung together like we are some VIP. isn't that cool. okay. i am done with it.
TODAY!!!
went for the sports forum at PJC. i think what i love most was the talk by mr c kumaran. ( not sure with the spelling) he is super humurous. he was like paid to advertise PJC to us ? there is also speech by dr chia? a sports injury doctor? he gave us talks on medical knowledge. i felt myself like listeing to some sjab lessons? hahax. but i sgood to have more knowledge. theres also the last talker. major esther tan . she is really pro. she make me feel inferior. LOL. only than i realise OBS NO KICK!!! pple went to scotland for some expedition race. for a total of 500 km? thats really WOW!!! she will be my goal . my target. ahahax. a normal women like her actually did that well. nvm , i got lots to learn from her. ahahax.
okay. i am tired. gtg . bb .
Monday, July 02, 2007
{ 8:05 AM }
YO HELLO .
Saturday was CF . super NOT HIGH . everybody are suppose to be dressed in their ethnic clothes . and YES i DID!!! my ethnic costumes has a history for 12 years!!!! is a dozen of years already . ahahax . which is no other than my school uni . seriously i think it should be night . at least we will be feeling extremely different . however FLAG TWIRLING WAS NICE . i was doing photograhpy duty than. i seriously think girls photographer needs knee pad !!! is really pain kneeling thru out the entire day . especially on the rough parade ground . yi jun is so much better lor . LONG PANTS . than follow by prefect duty at the booth . my job is to CHOP . CHOP CHOP and CHOP . ahahx . than back to hall with my photography duty again .
SUNDAY
i went my grand mama house . it had been really quite some time no visiting her . while lookin at her , this fear just got into me . i realise that we will never know what will happen tmr . we HAVE to cherish the times with our love ones everyday , every hour , every minute and every second before we lose it and regret . time wait for no ones .
and so i decided to celebrate my grand mama bdae this friday !!!! seee , i super filial . trying to fulfil her dreams and etc . altough is quite difficult and i met some problems here and there . ahahax . than went for ruan xian . YEAH!!! NEXT NEXT WEEK , dr ku is coming le . thats nice . hhhmmm. gtg . to PIA FINISH ALL mY HOMEWORK .
