感激伤害你的人，因为他磨练了你的心志:D

Sunday, April 27, 2008 { 7:47 PM }

somehow or rather , i start to miss this person .
thought is just so near , i can see her anytime .
she's just right on top of my house .
however , it'd been really a period of time going to skol and back home myself .
no one asking me home everyday .
last week's sports day , i walked to stadium alone .
for the past three years, regardless wat event , we walked to skol together. at times , we will take SUPER EARLY breakfast together before reporting to school .

i really really WISH TO SEE HER BACK SOON! come on DOREEN !

dun worry , i not emo-ing . i just miss her kay .

ANYWAY . NEXT .
this girl , has been with me for ALL THE EVENTS in school. REGARDLESS CCA / PREFECT / SSC . she is always with me . haha . cos we just can't run away from events .
Despite her crazy love for SPONGEBOB , and making everyone her BEST-EST friend .
SHE IS STILL LOVED . i know things has been tough on her , but today she had grown up , she's 16 now okay ! RIGHT WAN TING .

HAPPY SWEET 16 okay ! you are loved too :D

okay . mid years like tmr . i am simply not into the mood of myes. and i am like SEC4. this is bad . hahax .
ur ignorance made my fear grew again .

Sunday, April 13, 2008 { 7:52 PM }

LOL . okok .

okay. simply got the pictures from 4C / shark/ shufen 's blog . hahax.

well . yesterday's HSK . everyone were like saying they are gonna pack bag to get ready to go to shanghai?! well i not so confident lar . is a super irratating paper. it makes you sit there for hours staring at the paper . is easy yet TRICKY . irratating right .

then after the paper was like raining . so playing in the rain . no lar . i am a good girl okay . :D then after that , no need to know . hahax .

well , to those pple who thinks i am breaking down, emoing . PPLE DUN WORRY . i am STELLA and i AM STRONG and i AM FINE . hahax . :D:D:D thanks for your concerns anyway . ahhax . but please still do your job well , it will be greatly appreciated. =)

DOREEN UH DOREEN . GET WELL SOON OKAY. MUST HOR . YUXUAN come back to school le leh . and yuxuan dun stress urself too much since you are back . SMILE =) and also zhengxun . though i duno wat happen as they refuse to say , but all the best , it'd been like 1 week le :D

Friday, April 11, 2008 { 6:31 PM }

okay. i shall start off with last thrusday AMAZING RACE . hahax .

left early to our respective stations. SADLY , we waited for more then 1 hour before the first group arrive .
MY STATION was at ESPLANADE with XUANYU and CHRISMIN.

see this is what we do when we are bored. i was pratctically stoning and smsing . LOL .

Hence , chrismin met up with syairah and went to marina square to buy us long john.

with credits to chrismin of course !

as i was so bored , i went to library and i spotted this !

the library was playing ruan xian's dvd , to promote another ico concert . LOL . i was so shocked when i saw , ended up watching my own video. ahahax. actually miss the ruan xian's time.

TIMOTHY , he was supposed to be at library. unfortunately , he gt chased out by the security guard.

hence , he join eric and came to us. then we basically chose a cosy corner for pple to find us , and INDEED they failed to find us. HAHAX . see we are good at hiding ourselves.

nt long after they arrived , the SECURITY GUARD chased us off , then i blame TIMOTHY . whereever he go, he will be chased. LOL .

basically only HAIQEL , CINDY , AIN and GENG LIN's group came to us , cos is a de-tour.

then , chrismin and i was so bored that we played with video call with syairah , we tried waving to syairah (she's at merlion park). and i succeed. LOL .

okay lar, it was quite fun afterall . LOL .

yesterday was SERVICE LEARNING . well no pictures. i shall wait for SHUFEN cos she got my auctistic picture . LOL .

then TODAY , our last KPVC training . very last one . i mean i had never thought of that today will arrive so quickly . thinking that is a cca which will last you for 4 years , when will i thought of the last day of training ? anyway , sec3s , rmb wat we said okay . WE DEMAND FOR A GRAND FAREWELL PARTY.
finally this day arrived. happy yet scared.
especially when you dun care or ignore. there's this phobia in me.
just hope that history wun repeat itself again.

Wednesday, April 02, 2008 { 5:28 PM }

okay . :D yesterday was april fool ? i thought i wouldn't be fooled but somehow i was fooled A LITTLE. i said A LITTLE hor . LOL okay .

anyway CONGRATS TO KHSCO once again clinching gold with honours. it'd been consecutive 5 times . haha .

the current song playing . got it from AIN's blog. i find it really nice . haha. =)

Artist: Aslyn
Song: That's when i love you

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you
Just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you...endlessly

And when your mad cause you lost a game
Forget im waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Because the movie, it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you a little more each time

And when you can't quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love you
I love you more than you know

And when you forget that we had a date
That look that u give when you show up late
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

That's when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more i love
The more my heart can't get enough
Thats when I love you
When I love you
No matter what

No matter what...

somehow i don't know why i am feeling guity all the time .
is so wrong . why cant i do it right ?
is pointless feeling apologetic when harm is done.

i really wonder , whats the mistake i'd made ?
why is things turning out this way?
i tried to think in their shoes ,
cos i understand , i was once like them .
i knew how they feel , how they think .
i tried my best , but i dun see the RIGHT result.
is it me the problem or my capability the problem?
after me handling over , this entire thing seems to be dispesing and scattering .