Wednesday, July 30, 2008
{ 3:28 PM }
gampateh neh!
since you'd been thru such pain for more then a decade,
i believe you can pull thru it once again right!
u'll do it cos you're my grandma.
i can't afford to lose anymore pple who care for me.
sometimes i question myself , is it best to just let her leave this world ?though this isn't within my control. but it hurts to see her suffer here. i know is very wrong to think it this way . but this is the fact.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
{ 1:55 PM }
STUDENT LEADER's DAY rehearsal 1! hahax.
Prefect EXCO'08 . see , i look very serious and guai right . i am GOOD at all times :D:D:D:D
SSC EXCO 'o8 the SIAO pple trying to act formal ?!
tada . here they reveal the truth . 
ALL THE GREEEN JACKETS YEAH ? 
ACT CUTE MR YEO! 
BELOVED sec3s !
FROM HERE ONWARDS is gonna be MANY UNGLAM SHOTS !
MY FAVOURITE JUMP SHOT :D
tired to jump with the 2 vice . but .... MISSION FAILED .
jumping with amelia and DOREEN SUCCEED! hahax.
jumping with haiqel mission failed too !
COOL RIGHT ZUL . he is trying to look formal . hahz. 
KUNDA . AWWW jumping with REBECCA spend alot of my TIME! hahax. 
READY. 
GET SET,
GO! omg . 
and who says i cant jump high ? i jum very high hor . i got practise jumping shots de hor . 
SHORT! 
ACT TALL ! 
AISYAH and WAN TING .
okay . thats all for pictures. there will be more pictures . cos there's 2 more rehearsal and the ACTUAL day yeah!
is so gonna be our BIG DAY . WHOOTS!
A leader is best when people barely know he exists, not so good when people obey and acclaim him, worse when they despise him...
anyway THANKS WAN TING . i promise to BOLD IT IN LARGE FOR HER ! i went out with 6/4 pple to east coast and left my blazer uniform and cock shoes at wan ting's house .
as for the trip to east coast , i am rather tired to type . some other day bah . :D
HENCE , ERIC AND WAN TING ! i did not go and watch sunset okay! don't anyhow say .
One of the greatest gifts you can give to anyone is the gift of attention.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
{ 7:40 PM }
1. What is the connection between you & the last person that called you?
i dun really rmb who called me last . is either haiqel or gin guess?? erm FRIENDS and CLASSMATES?2.Did you ever turn off your cell phone?
occassionally , depends on my mood.
3.What are you doing at 10.00am today?
ENGLISH lesson ? doing some descriptive paragraph.
4.When did you last cry?
it was the crying marathon . from 11 july till 12 july.
5.What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
waffle and bread? i am fine with anything actually.
6.What do you want in your life right now?
to be happy , lead a meaningful life and bring joy to everyone.
7.Do you carry an umbrella out when it rains,or just put on your hood?
at times i do carry an umbrella . but when i dun carry an umbrella , playing in the rain is cool .
8.What's your favourite thing to put on your bed?
handphone , my doggy .
9.What bottoms are you wearing now?
shorts .
10.What is the nicest text in your inbox says?
i got many NICE inbox . is frm pple who love me , and telling me how much they love and CARE FOR ME . indeed, there's many pple who care for me. 11.Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
ya , though i dun wish too . but sadly , things dun always goes along ur way.
12.Are you wearing something that you borrowed from someone?
NOPE!
13.What was the last movie you last caught?
i guess it was NARNIA ? After IP coaching durin the holidays.
14.What are you proud of?
EVERYONE ! especially myself.
15.What does the oldest text message in your inbox says?
home safely ? sure you are haha:) from moses. 16.What is the last song you sang out loud?
dun really rmb. 17.Do you have any nice names?
STELLA ! :D:D:D:D
18.What was the last receive text message?
got clar me fiona shiling maybe zy yk . umm... abt lunch time bah ... haven confirm . FROM JERVIN .
19.What time did you go to bed last night?11 pm to bed but slept at 12 am .
20.Are you currently happy?
kind of . 21.Who gives you the best advice?
EVERYONE gives me the best advice . especially my frens , teachers and parents.
22.Do you like to eat chocolate?
SOME ?
23.Who did you talk on phone last night?
gin and haiqel ? 24.Is anything bugging you right now?i have no idea.
25.What's bugging you right now?
stupid . 26.Do you wear toe socks?
NOPE.
27.Who was the last person you last had a missed call from?
my aunt .
28.Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Yes, Uncountable times.
29.What annoys you most in a person?
duno , it depends on mood.
30.Do you have a crush on anyone?
yep but not now .
31.what are some of the things that you cannot give up now?
my studies ? my frens ? my health ? my family ?
32.What is the colour of your room?
WHITE ??
33.Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
nope . stupid or wat , let the person suffer on earth . it isn't easy to lead a life on earth .
34.Do you believe in the saying "tough time don't last, tough man do"?
i dun understand wat the hell is this .
35.Who was the last person who lay in your bed?
me
36.Who was the last person who hugged you?
my mother .
37.Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
nope . 38.Do you have a life?
ya .
39.Have you ever think someone died,when they really didn't?
wat the hell is this ? i dun understand.
40.What is the reason behind your profile song?
well , the song is one of the chapters in my life , but it has ended. all the songs form up diff chapters of my life . currently , this particular story has end .
41.Who was the last person you saw in your dreams?
i have no idea. i dun rmb my dream when i wake up .
42.Last time I really smiled?
dun really rmb . i smile all the time ?
43.Have you ever change this year?
yep , after the ups and down in my life . i learn to appreciate the things i have , and how much the pple arnd me care for me .
44.What are you listening to right now?
Avril Lavigne , when you're gone .
45.Are you talking to someone doing this?
yep . haiqel .
46.Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
both .
47.Is there any quote that you live by?my quote change according to my life . 48.Do you want someone you can't have?
yep . but is okay , i no longer need to WANT this person .
49.Have you ever played an instrument?
yep . RUAN and PIANO.
50.What is the worst idea you have this week?
dun really know actually .
51.What are you doing last night 11.00p.m?
on bed52. Are you happy with your love life?
not exactly happy . but satisfied . despite being a failure , but i learn many things from there. 53.What song do your describe your love life?
TOO Many songs . basically , is the entire collection , the playlist of my blog . from the 1st song to the last song tells you how it start till how it end .
54.What do you think of the person closest to you?
understanding and caring .
55.Who always make you laugh?
all my frens . 56.Do you speak other language other than English?
mtl . singlish.
57.Are you blond?
no.
58.What's your full name?
STELLA TAN HWEE KNG
59.What are you doing tomorrow?
SCHOOLING .
60.What do you think you are like?
crazy . 61.Who do you chose to die with?
none .
62.Where have you been today?
school . 63.What do you play often?
myself.
64.Who are you missing right now?
no one .
65.If you've chosen between LOVE & FRIENDSHIP,who will you choose?
currently FRIENDSHIP . but i will choose love , if i REALLY found my true love.
66.What are you doing right now?
this thingy.
67.Which primary school are you from?
KONG HWA !
68.Name 3 colours you like.
blue . pink . white .
69.What emotion you like to show?
crazy and stupid . 70.What is life to you?life is abt bringing joy to everyone!
71.If you have something troubling you,what will you do?
strum my ruan or play my piano or call a fren or sleep or smth you better not know .
72.Who did you last chat in msn?
many pple . haiqel . moses. kevin . etc. 73. Do you know that there are missing qns nos?
lazy to bother.
93.Are you a girl or a guy?DUH 94.Who cares for you most?
my parents . and frens. BASICALLY EVERYONE 95.What do you think is the most important things in your life?
happy . health . money . family and friends. 96.What will you bring when you fight?
i dun fight . i am civilised.
97.What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
NOTHING . all the failures in my life has brought me to be a stronger person.
98.Who is the person who sent you the most messages in your inbox?
many pple . currently is a mixture of pple who sms me frequently .
99.What if your stead two-timed you?
erm , i trust my stead . ( if i have one) this time i will make sure i will trust him and has no doubts before i STEAD. but will there be a chance ? will there be such guy for me on earth ? haha. nvm . is un-important now.
100.If you can go back to the past,what will you change?
i will not change anything .Instructions : Remove one question from the above and replace with a personal question of yours. Then,bold it . Next, list 10 person whom you want them to do this at the end of the post . Notify them in their tagboard or tell them at msn so that he/she knows.this is stupid , i wun tag anyone to do so . is so irritating .
Sunday, July 20, 2008
{ 9:28 AM }
ALRIGHT . a picture speaks a thousand words .
went to watch sunrise with HAIQEL . it was cool . it was where we watch during the student leader's camp. is very nice . it is always good to start with ur day right and make urself happy yeah ?
soon my four years in kranji will come to an end . in 2 weeks time i will step down . recently , i had been studying in school . SPECIFICALLY studying . i felt the certain uneasiness when i see my juniors running arnd in school , busy with their stuffs but i was studying . thats so NOT me.
well think back , despite this year being a hectic year for me . many UPS and DOWNS. i managed to get what i wanted . although this is a crucial year wherebyi can't afford to fall. but i am SURE , the ups and downs that i'd faced will make me a stronger person . and this will definitely be a memorable year of my life which i will never forget.
Friday, July 18, 2008
{ 8:32 PM }
being happy for achieving what i want . being happy that my friends and teachers share the joy with me . i just so fortunate . i am happy and thanks to pple who supported and help me the way thru! :D:D:D it is impt to lead a happy life !though is a pity that i lose fren to share the joy with me . but that's the cruelty in life , i should face it . and i am supposed to be fine with it .
Thursday, July 10, 2008
{ 7:11 PM }
what is life like, when it is like a cup of tea ? by separating the cup of tea into cup and tea only. what does the cup meant to you? what does the tea meant to you? when you pour water into a cup , it will form the shape of a cup .cup is like the purpose in life , while tea is wat you do in life . it is the purpose in life that you see , shape who you are now and today. so do you have a purpose to live everyday ? do you know wat you want to fulfil and complete everyday ? when you close your eyes , thinking about your family and friends . what will you think off ? the happy memories with them ? what about those sad ones ? trying to avoid thinking of those sad ones ? however , those sad memories MAY be the ones the changes ones life . it meant that it may be the caused of one's turning point in life . so what can i conclude is tat , saddness and happiness are part of life . is always okay to be sad , as long as it serves your purpose and is what you want to be . oh ya , anyway , the above so called ' inspirational' thingy is from brandon as he claim that is inspirational . well , i think it got to depends on how individuals looks at it.
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
{ 9:04 PM }
okay . it'd been quite sme time not updating right ? well 1st week of skol re-open , was practically nth but studying till 4pm+++ everyday! just about mugging . typical sec4 life . but FRIDAY was CFN . had fun , though got called down for last minute KPVC duty , and many things happen . hahax , but is like my LAST CFN and wat a pity that i didnt manage to take a picture with many many pple who dressed GLAMLY . 2nd week of skol was obviously mugging , but no longer mugging that hard as i got sort of sick . Friday , was DANCE concert . GREAT JOB dancers . though we as usher-ers has complains. SUNDAY , went out with ERIC MOSES and WAN TING . for more info , read wan ting's blog . hahax . yesterday , went for my interview . it was great , but obviously my results was a great hindrance. Just hope that LUCK is on my side . well , in conclusion many many many things happen . cos my life is filled with events! LASTLY , DOReen MUST GET WELL SOON !wat i learn this few weeks and holidays ?
after preparing for the interview , the propaganda 'talk' by my dearest english teacher and just many things in life, regardless my frens and family . i am aware of what i want . i know exactly the pros and cons, wat i need and all the details of wat i want . saying that i duno , was just a lie to myself as i didn't dare to go for wat i want . i guess , is time for me to strive ! instead of complaining about others , we should thank them for helping us to grow . though they are the obstacles in our life , but is just parts and parcels of it . we learn to overcome it and be stronger to be who we are today . MS LAI , must be proud of me okay ? i'd learnt how to appreciate things in my life .
gampateh neh!
Prefect EXCO'08 . see , i look very serious and guai right . i am GOOD at all times :D:D:D:D
SSC EXCO 'o8 the SIAO pple trying to act formal ?!
tada . here they reveal the truth . 
