stella :)

2009-01-15T11:35:00.004+08:00

ALRIGHT !

WITH THIS BEING MY 290th POST.

i DECIDED TO SAY BYE!

BECAUSE I've already lose INTEREST IN BLOGGING.

HOWEVER , i've decided to move to smewhere else where i'll post picture whenever there's any interesting EVENTS!

IF YOU WANT TO KNOW THE URL , ask me online! :D

STELLA WILL LIKE TO BID FAREWELL! HAHA. BYE!

2009-01-12T22:33:00.002+08:00

WELL, i cried my lungs out today!
HAHA.
super random.
didn't really understand why i cry too.
probably because crying is CONTAGIOUS! haha.
just take it as i cried for fun , no worries. HAHA.
want to know my results ?! ASK ME PERSONALLY!
every single grade was unexpected.
no matter good or bad.

still like to thank my teachers and friends anyway! HAHA.

MS SERENE LAI .
MR KOH CHEE HOW.
MR LIM YUEN TUCK.
MRS PUNITHA RAM. YEAH!! i can call punitha! so unexpected! :P
MS MICHELLE YEO.
MR ASHLEY TAN.
MDM YONG SIOW LING.
MS SIM CHIN CHIN.

and of cos the teachers that crowd over me when i cried . haha.
despite that it was totally ridiculous!

hope to see all my friends feeling FINE! :D

2009-01-10T21:35:00.003+08:00

DOOMS DAY!

STELLA's OFFICIAL DOOM's DAY : 12 JAN 2009

like what my dad always tells me , ' i am never afraid of exams , i am only afraid when the results is about to release'

despite people kept on telling me that it doesn't make a difference whether i score 20 points a not , i will still end up in the same school.
But i kept on thinking WHAT IF i get 21 points ?!
even if i don't get 21 points , i will still feel uneasy with 15 , 16 , 17 18 points in AJC.
I don't want to RETAIN or get KICKED OUT of the school.

ON THE OTHER HAND , i've get over this nervous thing already . HAHA!
so what if i am nervous and anxious ?? i can't change my results !
THEREFORE , i am praying really hard and keep myself really occupied and tired so that i won't think about it .
AND people , TRY NOT TO ASK MY RESULTS OKAY! i dun wan to feel so sad... :P
so now , WISH ME LUCK!!!! :D:D:D:D:D

2009-01-06T20:11:00.005+08:00

ME:" Eh Huishia, got star leh!"
HUISHIA: " Uh Huh."
ME: " Eh, wait, the star moving... Oh, It's a plane"
HUISHIA:"-.-"

LOL. just because of THIS converstaion i was the HIT of her blog.
HAHA. i am sooooooo PROUD OF MYSELF NOW!!! :D

REPLY TAGS.

NURUL : LOL. that's not an EMO picture. that's UNIQUE! =)

HUISHIA : so are you going to thank me for that ? i will accept it :D

SHUFEN : OKAY!

FIONA : WHOA!!! reply my tag with a POST! OMG! i'm so touched. hahaha. Shall wish you all the best to find your LAWRENCE TEO MING HAN! And i think if my future husband surname is TEO i will defenitely name my son LAWRENCE and MINGHAN. haha. Anyway, paiseh i'm not going tmr... because i have to go to AJC. sorry. )=

What's with the world? What's wrong? I don't understand. But, never mind. GET ON WITH LIFE.

2009-01-02T19:01:00.009+08:00

WHO KNOWS by Avril Lavigne

who knows Why do you look so familiar?
I could swear that I have seen your face before
I think I like that you seem sincere
I think I like to get to know you a little bit more

[Chorus]
I think there' something more, life's worth living for
Who knows what could happen.
Do what you do, just keep on laughing
One thing's true, there's always a brand new day
I'm gonna live today like it's my last day

Yeah, yeah,
Yeah-eah, yeah,
Yeah-eah, yeah

How do you always have an opinion
And how do you always find the best way to compromise
We don't need to have a reason
We don't need anything
We're just wasting time

[Chorus x2]
I think there's something more, life's worth living for
Who knows what could happen.
Do what you do, just keep on laughing
One thing's true, there's always a brand new day
Who knows what could happen.
Do what you do, just keep on laughing
One thing's true, there's always a brand new day
I'm gonna live today like it's my last day

Find yourself, cause
I can't find you
Be yourself, who are you?
Find yourself, cause I can't find you
Be yourself, who are you?

Who knows what could happen.
Do what you do, just keep on laughing
One thing's true, there's always a brand new day
So you go and make it happen
Do your best just keep on laughing
It's all on you, there's always a brand new day

[Chorus]
Who knows what could happen.
Do what you do, just keep on laughing
One thing's true, there's always a brand new day

FIREWORKS. SO NICE !!!!
haha. ALL THE SPASTIC SHOTS. :P is okay to look stupid , cos is NEW YEAR!

picture taken with the credit of the POLICE UNCLE(i think) there.

haha. GREAT TO BE WITH YOU GUYS!!! :D I LOVE ALL OF YOU! :D

MRT to ESPLANADE!!!!

me and my hotdog. :D you can take all my food but NOT HOTDOG! haha.
RANDOM.

REPLY TAGS.

SHENGKIANG - THANKS. i like this song too.

JUNE - i will tag you when i'm free.

FELICIA - haha. OBVIOUSLY. i KNEW IT!

yihan - is okay. I knew that you did your best. GOOD LUCK!

janine - happy new year too!

FIONA - LOL. you should LOVE IT. BECAUSE YOU SPEND YOUR FIRST HOUR OF 2009 with me THERE !

huishia - haha. is okay. DUN RUN AWAY NEXT TIME WILL DO! haha.

ZHAOYING - HAHA. CAUSE IS SO MEMORABLE RIGHT . Cos there's ME! :D:D:D:D

2009-01-01T21:59:00.004+08:00

posting again to look back at year 2008!
i re-read my 2008 year resolutions.
i did try my best to meet all my resolutions so i have no regrets.

as i was watching the fireworks last night.
the first thing that came into my mind was ,'YES! 2008 has finally gone off'
the tiring and tedious year.
plenty of unexpected obstacles.
despte it being tiring and tedious,
it was a great experience.
because you LEARN!
and i actually managed to go thru these tough times and got over it.

never in my life had i thought that i will be like this one day.
but i did not regret to be like this today.

regarding this, and wat kim say last night. 'is crazy to spend 12 years of life in CO'
this girl parents gave birth to her at a very young age.
an average family.
with only one chid.
her mum was VERY STRICT with her.
IN FACT, MAD AT TIMES.
so much so that, she had never dare to speak for herself when she was young.
she was send to konghwa. which was miles and miles away from her house.
she picked up CO there.
everyone thinks that she will and she should continue in her secondary school life or even further.
she thought it should be that way too.

however, she has no choice but enrolled to KRANJI SECONDARY SCHOOL.
this 4 years of her life was so different from the past years of her life.
an envrionment that she knows no one (except her neighbour)
a place where she have to pick up a brand new cca.
a place that groomed and change her to someone differently.
instead of someone who never dare to speak for herself ,
to someone who so called 'ARUGES OVER EVERYTHING' :P
someone who have no idea of legacy and probably even leadership,
to someone who knows what is initiative and the importance of confidence.

this is due to her teachers and friends in her school.
they had made a difference in her life.
she will like to THANK ALL OF THEM FOR MAKING A GREAT IMPACT IN HER LIFE. :D

2009-01-01T20:50:00.004+08:00

okay. i am here to POST!
my blog is dead and i dun feel like posting anymore.
feel like closing it down.
probably this may be the last post ! HAH!

i shall ignore all the other days that i have been doing okay .
shall post on yesterday's COUNTDOWN PARTY AT ZHAOYING HOUSE!
is MADNESS! but obviously HIGH and FUN. :D:D:D

i went there by MRT! anyway, thats not the point.
the point is taking it frm CCK to EUNOS ALONE . is BORING!
alright.
then hop on to zhaoying mum's car and got to her house.
zhao : 'they are at thrid floor , go up and look for them'
me : 'orh'
as i got up there , as usual LAN SHOP. ='=
i got so bored that you know what i do ?!
i went to the window and started communicating with her neighbour's dogS.
i shall emphasize again is DOGS. meaning , more then 1.
i was barking like a dog?!
and 3 dog entertained me.
how pathetic can i get!!!!
HAHA.

of cos , we went down to get food .
AND WHAT! i did barbeque some food.
and CURRENTLY i didn't heard of anyone who is down with food poisoning yet.
which means , is SAFE! i am sooooooo happpy. haha.
the late arrivals of fiona kim yeeyin and huishia.
and of cos , juicy gossips. :P
when you look into my eyes.....
OMG. i still really think is so DRAMATIC!
just only ONE gathering, it sparks off!
so INTERESTING.

as we have no foams to play with this year,
we last minute went to ESPLANADE to watch fireworks.
we were so HIGH along the way!
we sang (old songs) and shout while walking and when we were in the MRT.
and we were the Centre of Attraction!

the fireworks was spectacular.
and jeremy asked , ' why can't we grab the sparkles? '
me,' isnt't that a stupid question?'
jeremy,'ya.'
3mins later,
jeremy,'so why? you haven ans my question?'
='=

after the fireworks, we WALKED!
it sound alright right?
probably walking to the nearest MRT station or BUS STOP.
we walked back to OLD AIRPORT ROAD.
QN:so what did we do for the first hour of 2009?
ANS:walking NICHOLL HIGHWAY.
it seems near right !
but you are on the car or at least a bike.
we were WALKING . is like a million miles!
and we were flooded in heys heys. :P

THANKS TO YEE YIN's MUM!
she drive us to the KFC!
and zhaoying's mum to for picking us up from there.
then obviously i went home while sme stayed over at yikun's house.

TO zhaoying huishia kim fiona yeeyin jeremy ian jervin yikun .
is great to always have countdown party with you guys!
pictures sme other day okay!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
i think i will love 2009! :D

2008-12-22T22:26:00.002+08:00

REPLY TAGS.

shengkiang - HONOURED RIGHT ! :D

May - because is fun?! haha. you want ? i can buy you one for your birthday. :P

Jackqueline - WELCOME :D

zhaoying! - ya lor , is for his own good. haha. =)

MINHUI - HAHA. honoured right? your name is now well-known. typo for the banana. and THANKS !

yihan - no worries , i've been through it before. Just enjoy the troubles. haha.

2008-12-18T19:04:00.002+08:00

RELEASED of N' LEVELs results.

CONGRAULATIONS to JACQUELINE TAN!:D
my cousin alright .
she GOT STRAIGHT As leh!
3 pointer .
2nd in school.

i am so darn jealous now . LOL . :P

in a month time , the release of O levels results.
i simply hate this.

2008-12-14T22:59:00.005+08:00

NATIONAL CHINESE MUSIC COMPETITION 2008 [NCMC] (2-14 DEC)

to me is so interesting can. because is like my first time not particiating. WHOOTS! firstly i will like to congratulate the winners . is like so many that i dun think i am going to list all lar.

BUT I GOT TO SERIOUSLY CONGRATS the CHAMPION FOR THE ZHONGRUAN OPEN CATEGORY LAR !

KOH MIN HUI. your banna colour. :P

her 雨后庭院 has touched my heart that i almost cry on spot!

well , i personally think that a musician should touch the audience's heart so that they will be in your music rather then concentrating about other stuffs ( eg. noticing people's skills, techniques or movement on stage?! )

let me emphasize again okay , THIS IS MY OPINION ONLY!

in addition, due to the NCMC i learn alot more things about this reality world and this competitive soceity.

and i am so going to apply for nafa and major in zhongruan. JUST JOKING ! haha.

and today i woke up late and didn't able to go for masterclass! OOPS. NVM , i am going to KBOX tmr with the ruan xian's pple . lao shi's treat . thats gonna be so cool . :D

NEXT.
the girls party at DOREEEEEEEEN's HOUSE.
this party comprises of me , amelia , wan ting , pei wen , simlin and of cos doreen.
a super cool gossip session.
well , girls talk . hence details is obviously ENCLOSED!
we practically rant abt guys , bimbos etc.
mainly because we left school already.
we are EX- KRANJIAN NOW leh.
i'm really wants a NEXT GIRLS TALKING SESSION .
i think this is seriously effecient and successful.
:D
anyway, the exchanging gift session was cool right , wan ting !
haha. i got an interesting GIFT FOR THEM! :P

NEXT.
is there a problem with me or is just like that .
why is everyone looking for a job?!
everyone is working.
some is to kill time , some is to earn money.
i am so NOT GOING TO LOOK FOR A JOB.
but i am also broke okay.

LASTLY.
the last 6/4 gathering i heard that OW YIKUN is down with DENGUE !
GET WELL SOON and i hope you slim down by then due to dengue.
is a good opportunity to slim down ! :P:P:P

2008-12-07T15:04:00.002+08:00

okay . i didn't post like for quite some time . cos i dun see the need for it :P

anyway , congratulations to the finalist okay !
ALL the best for the open category pple. i'll be watching . :D

to the 6/4 pple. sorry for not turning up . i have other stuffs to attend too! sorry...

i'll had to first go to my granddad's place , follow by watching the competition and attend the stupid bbq by my dad.

alright. BYE.

bonvoyage.

2008-11-27T20:42:00.008+08:00

4C'o8 Chalet. HOME TEAM NS. Pasir Ris.

FIRST NIGHT.

DOWNTOWN EAST.

BOWLING ALLEY. THE ENTRANCE.
ERIC.
PEI YEN.
JAIME.
SCORE BOARD.
TALK TO MY HAND!
LOOK AT WAT I've spotted. MINI BOWL! SUPER CUTE RIGHT!TADA! SMILE :D LOOK AT THE LITTLE KID PLAYING! :POMGDNESS. how can she do this! THE SCORE LOOKS GOOD. hahax. ESCALATOR ! :D TADA! i am frm the E!hub :D THE TARGET FOR MY SHORT FREN .

next day morning ! :D THE CLEAN BEACH. BUT LET's take a closer look. OMG!

THE PARK! [PLAYGROUND!]

BYE. THE END :D

NEXT.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Bryanne!

NEXT.

ALRIGHT . i've got my holiday schedule PACKED.

however, my dad seems to be pissed.

29-30 NOV - BRYANNE's bdae chalet. @ aloha CHANGI.

2-4 DEC - KPVC farewell chalet @ NTUC Downtown East.

10 -12 DEC - AJCO camp @ AJC

21- 23 DEC - SYCO chalet @ NTUC Downtown East.

despite that i have many events in between . [eg. SYCO re-audition, AJCO pracitice, MUM's operation and to watch the NAC competition]

2-3 DEC - Mum's having operation.

3 Dec - zhongruan JUNIOR cat compeition. SYCO re-audition.

4 DEc - zhongruan YOUTH cat compeition.

7 Dec - zhongruan OPEN cat compeition. 6/4 gathering.

9 Dec - going out with zhaoying , jeremy etc.

13 Dec - Compeition's prize presentation concert.

*not including the AJCO practices!

i'm so proud of myself to get my holiday so PACKED.

but my dad got so pissed, and almost kick a big fuss out of it.

NEXT.

i feel so sorry. i said so much things that result you to pin high hopes. i think you are disappointed right now. be optimistic okay ? you are still young! i think my words are most of the time coicidental only. no longer accurate. haiz. the worst thing is , i am the last to know the result! SO DARN DISAPPOINTED. but is okay! :D

2008-11-24T14:14:00.022+08:00

2B'o6 Chalet and ALOHA LOYANG. BBQ NIGHT . guys bbq-ing ,while the girls GOSSIPING :P

gossips are not meant to be pictured down! not forgetting, the i make a good gossip queen! oops . :P MAJONGSUNRISE.
CYCLYING!
THE CAUESD OF ME NOT GOING TO THE LIVING ROOM!

DINNER TIME! MAIN CHEF :STELLA TAN! not bad right . but germain is currently down due to food poisoning . SORRY GERMAIN!

BOWLING!

HEART ATTACK! AISYAH and I . I just woke up okay ...

BYE ALOHA LOYANG.

a pity that DING DING , IZZAT , ALYSSA and DOREEN didn't manage to join us. GLAD TO SEE THE REST THERE! :D

2008-11-24T11:48:00.060+08:00

HERE's GRAD NIGHT PICTURES at ORCHARD HOTEL.
it isn't FULL YET , cos many pple hadn't send me the pictures! :D
GIRLS IN THE TOILET , what you expect ?! :D MYSELF! SHUFEN! JAIME ! CLASS CHAIRMAN. ALICE . my make up artist. she is so wonderful that she put on make up for me with only eyeshadow and lip gloss. pro right ?

LESBO. myself. EXTERNAL AFFAIR . SCANDAL AFFAIR. Try HARDER TO BE TALLER LAR.

ROGER ! miss the days messing his pencilbox and bag! the SSC president! SHORT! :D
don't try to act tall lar , short ! :D
4C'o8. the class of Face Problem.

TEACHERS.MR.KOH! stop being so sacarstic lar ... haha

MS LAI. can you imagine ? ms lai has been my idol since sec1 actually . :P MS WONG ! the chio-est PE teacher. :D

MR YEO. you had left a legacy in me. and i 'm serious ! :D MRS PUNITHA RAM! this is and will always be mrs punitha ram's JOB! :D MS LEONG! MS FAZLIN and MS TANG ! MR TAN. ACT CUTE ! :D MRS LU. i'll be waiting for your good news . alright ! :D

2B'o6 FOLKS. ERIC. this photo is so precious okay. knowing him for 4 years, this is my FIRST PHOTO WITH HIM . but thanks for being by my side all these while ! glad that you had stop being a loner ! :D YANNI! DO , RE , MI . JOCELYN! LESLIE . SCHOLARS TABLE !
SK and DING DING ! GIN CHEW. she look sweet right . i chose the dress for her ! trust me , is the right choice! haha. GERMAIN! ERNIE! a super nice guy! KRANJI IDOL 2006! NG TSU KIAN! must jiayou hor . patience is a virtue. TABLE 14 with MRS LU and MR KAT! TABLE 14 with MR LIM! :D is my honour to be taught by him!

THE VICE HEADs! SITI AISYAH . my short friend . at the same time my good assistant and advisor.
AMELIA TSAN . ANOTHER SHORT and good advisor of mine . GOOD PARTNERS in ACTION! haha.
SIEW LEE. a very kind and NICE FREN . i will never forget! =)
THE MUSIC GENIUS , SIMON NG . STRESS to stand beside him sia.
MELISSA. hope u've grown up , i've learnt alot from you too! ZUL! i will always rmb him as my OBS kayaking PARTNER! never forgotten!
JUNJIE ! SSC's QuarterMASTER .
YIJUN. OUR KPVC videocameraman!

EX KRANJIAN!
JANINE ONG!
STOZER!

LAST but not least . XUANYU. we have been camwhoring ! hah. he accompanied me since morning! THE END.

2008-11-15T19:57:00.003+08:00

ARGH!

my heart got stolen since last night !

it've been left at bedok industrial park.

when i tell my friends and parents, they ignore me.

no one is bothered abt how heart-broken i am.

wana know who stolen my heart?

his name is RONISCH and it cost $45K! i got rejected by my dad! WAILS.

2008-11-12T21:37:00.003+08:00

O levels ENDED = FREEDOM of EVERYTHING .
A brand new start to lead the life i want again.
Going to new school .
watch the NAC COMPETITION .
is so EXCITING.
well , i should count myself lucky then.
back to the ruan and performer's life .

STELLA! i'm so gonna SMILE AND LEAD MY LIFE AGAIN! WHOOTS!!! :D:D:D
please , dun change anything . i just want everything to remain like that.

anyway, BYE WAN TING! i want the brick from the great wall of china okay !

2008-11-12T20:24:00.011+08:00

know what ?! O LEVELS OFFICIALLY OVER ! DESPITE that i've been enjoying myself ever since SS PAPER ENDED . which was like last monday ?! haha. ALRIGHT !

BYE ENTRY PROOF!
BYE the LOSER SEATING PLAN!
OH NO . no electronical items! what did i use to take my pictures then?! HAHA.SEE . despite i finished my chem paper 1 today , i continued to study CHEM ! AS IF ! this is taken from popular. haha. BUT BIO PPLE . dun worry , i'll study with you! SEE! haha.

the banner frm the school.
PANEL OF INVIGILATORS.
0116.
me and my name!

THICK SKIN. :P

THE END . BYE KRANJI.

2008-11-10T20:37:00.002+08:00

FRIEND LOR . FRIEND LOR . okay lor .
this post is deticated to my friend lor friend lor . SUCH A FRIEND . haha.

SUCH a nice friend of mine kept my accompanied all the way till 4am when i am down (through phone) . but such a loner friend too , who found his long life partner lor . then gone lor. good lor . such a friend . expected .
wats the problem with all the 'LOR'. it was practically on purpose.
haha. but such a good friend of mine, obviously i will still congratulate him lar , wish him all the best and ENJOY . okay lor . friend lor. friend lor.

and the ANOTHER 'NICE' FRIEND of mine lor . finishing his exams tmr lor ! PARTYING le LOR . only available after 2 pm lor . FRIEND LOR FRIEND LOR . SUCH A FRIEND . FINE LOR . 'i throw tantrum then you know.' sounds familiar ? thats so my line for you . it works! haha.

another friend lor . who oso accompanied me throughout the night we my other 2 FRIEND LOR, friends. oso got plans for the week . okay lor friend lor friend lor . but i shouldn't complain much abt him . he accompanied me to play bubbles , play swing , and even look for archery course. okay lar . friend lor friend lor .

erm , i am posting this cos i have nothing better to do! so dun mind it being lame !

2008-11-10T19:00:00.004+08:00

haha. MONOPOLY !!!! is darn boring after physics paper okay , it is so bored that i have to play monopoly with xuanyu and wan ting .

GET A LIFE MAN! whoever who is bored out there can always look for me ! LOL.

sadly to say , i've just checked my score for physic paper 1. irritating! i have some careless mistake . but i think the mark is acceptable?! but pple like clive got 40?!
okay. i have one more paper to go . CHEM PAPER 1!

2008-11-08T14:24:00.003+08:00

JUST SOME PICTURES from yesterday . BAD QUALITY DUE TO MY PHONE.

MINHUI!

When the others are busy preparing in the kitchen , XIUHUA and me practically enjoying ourselves.

The smoky dining area.

The roses was NICE ! SO SWEET RIGHT . sadly not mine . HAHA!!!

*anyway, minhui and i went to peep her card!*:P

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2008-11-06T21:14:00.009+08:00

ALRIGHT . like what WAN TING said , indeed i am having a long break before my chem and physic PAPER 1 .

so here are some pictures alright !
ELECTROPLATING DURTING CHEM LESSON!!!
GUESS WHAT's THAT ! haha , it belongs to mine!!! :D:D:D it is still reddish brown okay!

CHEM LESSON is SUPERB!

HARI RAYA at AISYAH's HOUSE after prelim 2 papers !

roger , don't try to tip toe . is useless! haha. PE LESSON ! me and my yello crabby sticks :Dhere's the RED CRABBY!

PE LESSONs are always the best !
my dear MRS RAM! OBAMA WON! haha . hence , i'm sure you are meditating right now right ?!
YEAH ! mr lim! see , i'm nt too short afterall . just alittle :P MS LAI ! the first teacher that brought camera to class and arranged the cam-whore session. haha. you want to take pictures too right !MR LIM CHEM CLASS :D:D:D
4C ms lai's class!

4C and E !
ooohh. 4C with MR LIM AGAIN!

NO more LESSONS in KRANJI .

NO more IPs in KRANJI.

NO more FACE PROBLEM in 4C.

NO more PROPAGANDAS in MS LAI's CLASS.

NO more TAN XIAO XIAO. [THIS IS SMTH i celebrate for !]

NO more meditation and HAIR PROBLEM in MRS RAM's CLASS.

NO more FUN in MR LIM's CLASS.
NO more FACE PROBLEM in MS YEO's CLASS.

NO more naggings from MR KOH.

NO more MR TAN's lame JOKES.

NO more corruption.

and there is still many NO MORE !

when is time to leave , we will leave!

THE PILE OF BOOKS!
the pile of WORKSHEETS!
sense of satisfaction.

i'm left with only this for next week!
HURRAY!

10 NOV - Pure Physic PAPER 1

12 NOV - Pure Chem PAPER 1
BYE KRANJI !

17 NOV - GRAD NIGHT.

19-21 NOV - 2B'o6 CHALET.

24 - 26 NOV - 4C'o8 CHALET.

28-30 NOV - Bryanne's CHALET.

here's my FUN FILLED NOVEMBER !

UP NEXT !

update on what did i do last few days alright ?! haha.

MON - WII TIME at GIN's PLACE . i managed to play truama okay . GREAT IMPROVEMENT RIGHT! WAN TING and I make the best pair! haha!

TUES - SHOPPING with xuanyu and gin . LETHARGIC! i am so tired that i missed CLARA's PERFORMANCE AT NAFA! so sorry! i heard that the YUN NAN was SUPERB!

WED- STONNING Session and went out for a while.

TODAY - watched HSM3 with GIN !

MY CHILD ! believe or not, up to you! hahax.ALETHEA CHUA . 02102008!

LASTLY, i miss them! it'd been a few months!

but is okay ! i am seeing them for steamboat tmr ! ROCK ON!!!

Somehow or rather i miss the stage too. is okay ! i'm back to be who i am again!

ALL THE BEST TO YOU GUYS FOR YOUR COMPETITION ALRIGHT ! i will be watching you pple ! GAMPATEH!

2008-10-16T21:19:00.003+08:00

i'd stopped posting for one month!
alright . despite that o levels is in 4 days time , i am still gonna post today.
haha. because i am very excited and being a GOOD KPO.

i was being a kpo and checked on the participants for this year's National Chinese Music Competition. It is the first time i can sit down , relax and watch the competition! Such a RARE OPPORTUNITY!!!! And I seriously think many categories this year is going to have a tough fight. There's like many PROS. Well , is a good experience as it is only 2 years ONCE. I also see many Familiar names. well GOOD LUCK PPLE !!!

i shall end here. BYE:D

2008-09-04T17:37:00.002+08:00

oh yeah . it is like halfway thru prelims , sept holiday and o levels in weeks time ?

well . this week was rather unlucky ? many of time , i ended up in trouble due to a moment of fun ? but it is only this , i know wat is exactly more IMPT ! LoL.

Haiqel , dun get to upset . is kinda of our fault , cos we were overboard. no worries , i understand why you reacted this way okay ?! just smile and lead ur life !

okay . is time to tok abt my embarassment of the week!
on monday , ME WAN TING and ERIC , went out for our makan trip again.
the theme of the day was GLAM .
5 mins b4 i stepped out of my house , wan ting called me and told me to wear glam glam okay.
we went to oriental ocean restaurant for buffet dinner.
it was situated at mirama hotel , smewhere near thiong bahru.
basically , our budget was 20 bucks per person .
sadly , it ended up with $85.40 of bill.
that darn place do not accept NETs .
and we only have $81 of cash.
in conclusion , unable to pay for our bill.
is like first time in my life having not enuf money to pay.
well , THANKS to JIANLUN. hahax.
he came down IMMEDIATELY to pay that few dollars for us .
FROM YEWTEE.
we also tried pranking many pple .
but i realised that many pple willing to cme just the matter if their parents allow.
so TOUCHED can. we know how much our frens care for us .
LOL . despite being super EMBARASSING.

think about it , i spent most of my time during the Holidays with ERIC and Wan Ting .
i realised how impt friends are .
i've neglected my friends during those days.
kind of guilty , but is not too late to know now.

okay ! think back, i had my LAST HOLIDAY IP in kranji today! which is like history ?!
can't imagine is like the LAST !
soon saying bye to KRANJI .
saying bye to my secondary school life.
well , i'm certain that i didn't regret getting myself in KRANJI.
though i was rather reluctant at first.
but it was here that gave my the vast opportunity to learn and explore
it was here that gave me my friends.
it was here that changed me.

sound very patriotic to KRANJI, yeah ?
i used to think so too.
but when is time to leave , you cant deny that this is true.

is really happy to step out of the past and walk towards the future.

2008-08-30T21:02:00.004+08:00

once you broken it , the broken marks will always be there .

no matter how hard you try to hide the marks , the marks are still there .

just like a piece of glass .

when you break it into pieces, you may try to tape it back.

but no matter how hard you try, the markings will still be there.

once there is a scar , the scar will forever be there .

however , it is how you look at it that matters whether if the scar is beautiful or ugly.

life is so vulnearable that made smile so valuable. - this is wat i learnt today.

2008-08-27T19:32:00.003+08:00

currently having prelims , not exactly free. but i still wana deticate this post to my dearest cousin, Jacqueline.

after reading your blog, i can only say sorry because i am helpless about it. i am aware that is tough , is irritaitng and it anger you alot. but all i could say is don't put your dad in a difficult spot. i know it because i experienced it since young. despite my parents thinking that i didn't know wat happened because i was young. But i'm sorry to say i am aware of my things all these while. my mum frequently reminds my dad not to do the wrong thing , be rationale. or shall i say not a reminder , is more of grumling. i didn't give my say. i watch the scenario myself. i can see that my dad is in a difficult shoe , because on one hand is his own brother and on the other hand is his own family members. put yourself in their shoe , i'm sure it doesn't feel good to be put in a difficult spot. i know you have your hard times . i know is tough. your dad being the solebread winner have to pay for a family with 3 kids.
yes , you can vent ur anger . vent your anger in an intelligent way okay ? no point getting yourself harm and your dad harm because of such pple. dun don't worth your sufferings.
i'm sorry for not being able to help much.

*anyway if you realised , he had never gain my respect before.

SMILE =)

2008-08-15T17:49:00.014+08:00

okay . is time to blog a proper post i guess .

it'd been so tiring these weeks.

visiting the hospital EVERY NIGHT .

till last sunday .

my grandma was discharge to fulfil her wish .

she left after struggling for 3 hours .

despite the fact that she should only struggle for 15 mins and leave peacefully.

i'm sure , this has proven me that she is strong.

she should have left long ago .

ever since she was diagnosed with kidney failure, she was told to be left with only 5 years.

she commited suicide once but failed .

and she carry on her life for more then ten years.

aren't her detemination strong ?

she survived and struggle till everyone is present in her room.

these years must have been tough on her .

she always has her bad temper .

she always scold and nag straight in your face .

all the time i thought that it was her character .

only recently when she left , then i know the reason behind it .

she remove her womb through an operation.
hence , she has an inbalance of hormones and she can't control her temper.

thus , i am strongly touched that she had changed throughout the years.

she has becme smeone very understanding despite being unable to control her emotions.

now, i am so proud of her !
the most impressive thing is , she actually told other's that she is proud of me ?!

when all these while i thought that she would blame me for being so busy.

but i know that she hate people to cry . she is always worried of us , especially meals.

i promise to be happy !

during these days , it brought me closer to my cousins too .
despite me being troublesome and noisy at times that my cousin can't or didn't dare to sleep .

but all of us had a great time together once again.

baiscally when we were ransacking the house, we found many CHILDHOOD PICTURES!

is darn cute, i can't even recognise myself at first. is all my paternal cousins.

try to spot me ? kind of easy actually. according to my cousins , it will definitely be the botak one . ='= my paternal grandma , i cant find a pictureof my paternal grandpa.

maternal grandpa and grandma. maternal cousins.

my mum and i .

basically ALL the above pictures are people who i love and love me! sadly i can't find my dad pic lar . LOL .

Kong Hwa! basically the konghwa pple . too lazzy to scan class pics. 2b'o6

4c'o8SSC and PREFECTS board exco 2oo8head and vice heads.with my DEAREST WAN TING! my partner. SSC PRESIDENT and HEAD PREFECT . my KPVC MATE ! my neighbour.mr. welfare.SYCORUAN XIAN.WITH ZHANG .

all the pictures are basically my life .

there's so many pple who love me , of cos i am fortunate and happy!

* if i miss out any of my frens. i didn't did it on purpose. cos is just too many! *

2008-08-14T19:44:00.002+08:00

it's over.
everything seems to be like a drama series , seems to be like a dream.

however, this entire episode has brought me to learn upon smth.
if you dun show pple respect, never will you expect me to show you any respect.
if you want to show respect , then show respect from the start.
no point shedding ur crocodile tears after disrespecting.

2008-08-09T21:48:00.002+08:00

many things forms my life .
yesterday 08-08-08 was one of the impt dates which i guess i'll rmb.
a day where everyone step down.
photos shall be uploaded next time okay.

A leader is best when people barely know he exists, not so good when people obey and acclaim him, worse when they despise him.

A real leader faces the music, even when he doesn't like the tune.

Leadership has a harder job to do than just choose sides. It must bring sides together.

The final test of a leader is that he leaves behind him in other men the conviction and the will to carry on.

scene 1 : 'ah ma' * she hardly open her eyes*
scene 2 : 'ah ma' * she open her eyes widely while punching her own chest*
scene 3 : ' i want to go home ! go home ! i want to die at home. i know is time. ' *in hokkien*
'ok ok , let me ask the doctor.'
'NO ! i am asking you to get me home . i will rather die at home. dun ask the doctor.'
scene 4 : 'may i know if she is advisable to go home?'
' wat you think ? you know the consequences if she is discharged immediately. so wat will choose ? to die or to stay alive ? however her condition is getting better . in any case of emergency, i'll try my best to send her home immediately.
' alright then , thanks'

1/2 hour later she took away her oxygen mask , wanted to take her dinner
her eyes was basically staring upwards towards her left at the nurse.
there was a sudden drop of heartbeat AGAIN! from 60 +++ till 28
nurse: can you get the doctor for me?
me : DOCTOR!
doctor was talking on the phone and pointed at another nurse for me.
that another nurse went in and ran out again and shouted for the Doctor.
2 doctors ran in . many nurse crowded outside the room.
the nurse were asking each other, 'why suddenly drop huh ? why huh?'

seriously speaking, i was irritated to a certain extent.

doctor walked out and say is finally fine. ' however if there got be a relapse again. we may not succeed the third time. '

i really dun understand . i dun understand . at this point of time , pple can still be SELFISH .
i also dun understand why when she's fine , he chose to fight . when she's unwell , u chose to cry . that's so irony!

watever it is , the above stuffs are my experience and my opinions only.

2008-07-30T15:28:00.002+08:00

gampateh neh!
since you'd been thru such pain for more then a decade,
i believe you can pull thru it once again right!
u'll do it cos you're my grandma.
i can't afford to lose anymore pple who care for me.

sometimes i question myself , is it best to just let her leave this world ?
though this isn't within my control.
but it hurts to see her suffer here.
i know is very wrong to think it this way . but this is the fact.

2008-07-27T13:55:00.007+08:00

STUDENT LEADER's DAY rehearsal 1! hahax.

Prefect EXCO'08 . see , i look very serious and guai right . i am GOOD at all times :D:D:D:D

SSC EXCO 'o8 the SIAO pple trying to act formal ?!
tada . here they reveal the truth .

ALL THE GREEEN JACKETS YEAH ?

ACT CUTE MR YEO! BELOVED sec3s !

FROM HERE ONWARDS is gonna be MANY UNGLAM SHOTS !

MY FAVOURITE JUMP SHOT :D

tired to jump with the 2 vice . but .... MISSION FAILED .

jumping with amelia and DOREEN SUCCEED! hahax.

jumping with haiqel mission failed too !COOL RIGHT ZUL . he is trying to look formal . hahz. KUNDA .

AWWW jumping with REBECCA spend alot of my TIME! hahax.

READY.
GET SET,GO! omg . and who says i cant jump high ? i jum very high hor . i got practise jumping shots de hor . SHORT! ACT TALL !

AISYAH and WAN TING .

okay . thats all for pictures. there will be more pictures . cos there's 2 more rehearsal and the ACTUAL day yeah!

is so gonna be our BIG DAY . WHOOTS!

A leader is best when people barely know he exists, not so good when people obey and acclaim him, worse when they despise him...

anyway THANKS WAN TING . i promise to BOLD IT IN LARGE FOR HER ! i went out with 6/4 pple to east coast and left my blazer uniform and cock shoes at wan ting's house .

as for the trip to east coast , i am rather tired to type . some other day bah . :D

HENCE , ERIC AND WAN TING ! i did not go and watch sunset okay! don't anyhow say .

One of the greatest gifts you can give to anyone is the gift of attention.

2008-07-22T19:40:00.002+08:00

1. What is the connection between you & the last person that called you?
i dun really rmb who called me last . is either haiqel or gin guess?? erm FRIENDS and CLASSMATES?

2.Did you ever turn off your cell phone?
occassionally , depends on my mood.

3.What are you doing at 10.00am today?
ENGLISH lesson ? doing some descriptive paragraph.

4.When did you last cry?
it was the crying marathon . from 11 july till 12 july.

5.What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
waffle and bread? i am fine with anything actually.

6.What do you want in your life right now?
to be happy , lead a meaningful life and bring joy to everyone.

7.Do you carry an umbrella out when it rains,or just put on your hood?
at times i do carry an umbrella . but when i dun carry an umbrella , playing in the rain is cool .

8.What's your favourite thing to put on your bed?
handphone , my doggy .

9.What bottoms are you wearing now?
shorts .

10.What is the nicest text in your inbox says?
i got many NICE inbox . is frm pple who love me , and telling me how much they love and CARE FOR ME . indeed, there's many pple who care for me.

11.Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
ya , though i dun wish too . but sadly , things dun always goes along ur way.

12.Are you wearing something that you borrowed from someone?
NOPE!

13.What was the last movie you last caught?
i guess it was NARNIA ? After IP coaching durin the holidays.

14.What are you proud of?
EVERYONE ! especially myself.

15.What does the oldest text message in your inbox says?
home safely ? sure you are haha:) from moses.

16.What is the last song you sang out loud?
dun really rmb.

17.Do you have any nice names?
STELLA ! :D:D:D:D

18.What was the last receive text message?
got clar me fiona shiling maybe zy yk . umm... abt lunch time bah ... haven confirm .
FROM JERVIN .

19.What time did you go to bed last night?
11 pm to bed but slept at 12 am .

20.Are you currently happy?
kind of .

21.Who gives you the best advice?
EVERYONE gives me the best advice . especially my frens , teachers and parents.

22.Do you like to eat chocolate?
SOME ?

23.Who did you talk on phone last night?
gin and haiqel ?

24.Is anything bugging you right now?
i have no idea.

25.What's bugging you right now?
stupid .

26.Do you wear toe socks?
NOPE.

27.Who was the last person you last had a missed call from?
my aunt .

28.Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Yes, Uncountable times.

29.What annoys you most in a person?
duno , it depends on mood.

30.Do you have a crush on anyone?
yep but not now .

31.what are some of the things that you cannot give up now?
my studies ? my frens ? my health ? my family ?

32.What is the colour of your room?
WHITE ??

33.Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
nope . stupid or wat , let the person suffer on earth . it isn't easy to lead a life on earth .

34.Do you believe in the saying "tough time don't last, tough man do"?
i dun understand wat the hell is this .

35.Who was the last person who lay in your bed?
me

36.Who was the last person who hugged you?
my mother .

37.Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
nope .

38.Do you have a life?
ya .

39.Have you ever think someone died,when they really didn't?
wat the hell is this ? i dun understand.

40.What is the reason behind your profile song?
well , the song is one of the chapters in my life , but it has ended. all the songs form up diff chapters of my life . currently , this particular story has end .

41.Who was the last person you saw in your dreams?
i have no idea. i dun rmb my dream when i wake up .

42.Last time I really smiled?
dun really rmb . i smile all the time ?

43.Have you ever change this year?
yep , after the ups and down in my life . i learn to appreciate the things i have , and how much the pple arnd me care for me .

44.What are you listening to right now?
Avril Lavigne , when you're gone .

45.Are you talking to someone doing this?
yep . haiqel .

46.Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
both .

47.Is there any quote that you live by?
my quote change according to my life .

48.Do you want someone you can't have?
yep . but is okay , i no longer need to WANT this person .

49.Have you ever played an instrument?
yep . RUAN and PIANO.

50.What is the worst idea you have this week?
dun really know actually .

51.What are you doing last night 11.00p.m?
on bed

52. Are you happy with your love life?
not exactly happy . but satisfied . despite being a failure , but i learn many things from there.

53.What song do your describe your love life?
TOO Many songs . basically , is the entire collection , the playlist of my blog . from the 1st song to the last song tells you how it start till how it end .

54.What do you think of the person closest to you?
understanding and caring .

55.Who always make you laugh?
all my frens .

56.Do you speak other language other than English?
mtl . singlish.

57.Are you blond?
no.

58.What's your full name?
STELLA TAN HWEE KNG

59.What are you doing tomorrow?
SCHOOLING .

60.What do you think you are like?
crazy .

61.Who do you chose to die with?
none .

62.Where have you been today?
school .

63.What do you play often?
myself.

64.Who are you missing right now?
no one .

65.If you've chosen between LOVE & FRIENDSHIP,who will you choose?
currently FRIENDSHIP . but i will choose love , if i REALLY found my true love.

66.What are you doing right now?
this thingy.

67.Which primary school are you from?
KONG HWA !

68.Name 3 colours you like.
blue . pink . white .

69.What emotion you like to show?
crazy and stupid .

70.What is life to you?
life is abt bringing joy to everyone!

71.If you have something troubling you,what will you do?
strum my ruan or play my piano or call a fren or sleep or smth you better not know .

72.Who did you last chat in msn?
many pple . haiqel . moses. kevin . etc.

73. Do you know that there are missing qns nos?
lazy to bother.

93.Are you a girl or a guy?
DUH

94.Who cares for you most?
my parents . and frens. BASICALLY EVERYONE

95.What do you think is the most important things in your life?
happy . health . money . family and friends.

96.What will you bring when you fight?
i dun fight . i am civilised.

97.What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
NOTHING . all the failures in my life has brought me to be a stronger person.

98.Who is the person who sent you the most messages in your inbox?
many pple . currently is a mixture of pple who sms me frequently .

99.What if your stead two-timed you?
erm , i trust my stead . ( if i have one) this time i will make sure i will trust him and has no doubts before i STEAD. but will there be a chance ? will there be such guy for me on earth ? haha. nvm . is un-important now.

100.If you can go back to the past,what will you change?
i will not change anything .

Instructions : Remove one question from the above and replace with a personal question of yours. Then,bold it . Next, list 10 person whom you want them to do this at the end of the post . Notify them in their tagboard or tell them at msn so that he/she knows.

this is stupid , i wun tag anyone to do so . is so irritating .

2008-07-20T09:28:00.002+08:00

ALRIGHT . a picture speaks a thousand words .

went to watch sunrise with HAIQEL . it was cool . it was where we watch during the student leader's camp. is very nice . it is always good to start with ur day right and make urself happy yeah ?

soon my four years in kranji will come to an end . in 2 weeks time i will step down . recently , i had been studying in school . SPECIFICALLY studying . i felt the certain uneasiness when i see my juniors running arnd in school , busy with their stuffs but i was studying . thats so NOT me.

well think back , despite this year being a hectic year for me . many UPS and DOWNS. i managed to get what i wanted . although this is a crucial year wherebyi can't afford to fall. but i am SURE , the ups and downs that i'd faced will make me a stronger person . and this will definitely be a memorable year of my life which i will never forget.

2008-07-18T20:32:00.002+08:00

being happy for achieving what i want .
being happy that my friends and teachers share the joy with me .
i just so fortunate .
i am happy and thanks to pple who supported and help me the way thru!

:D:D:D

it is impt to lead a happy life !

though is a pity that i lose fren to share the joy with me . but that's the cruelty in life , i should face it . and i am supposed to be fine with it .

2008-07-10T19:11:00.002+08:00

what is life like, when it is like a cup of tea ?
by separating the cup of tea into cup and tea only.
what does the cup meant to you? what does the tea meant to you?
when you pour water into a cup , it will form the shape of a cup .

cup is like the purpose in life , while tea is wat you do in life .
it is the purpose in life that you see , shape who you are now and today.
so do you have a purpose to live everyday ?
do you know wat you want to fulfil and complete everyday ?

when you close your eyes , thinking about your family and friends . what will you think off ?
the happy memories with them ?
what about those sad ones ?
trying to avoid thinking of those sad ones ?
however , those sad memories MAY be the ones the changes ones life .
it meant that it may be the caused of one's turning point in life .

so what can i conclude is tat , saddness and happiness are part of life . is always okay to be sad , as long as it serves your purpose and is what you want to be .

oh ya , anyway , the above so called ' inspirational' thingy is from brandon as he claim that is inspirational . well , i think it got to depends on how individuals looks at it.

2008-07-09T21:04:00.003+08:00

okay . it'd been quite sme time not updating right ?

well 1st week of skol re-open , was practically nth but studying till 4pm+++ everyday!
just about mugging . typical sec4 life .
but FRIDAY was CFN . had fun , though got called down for last minute KPVC duty , and many things happen . hahax , but is like my LAST CFN and wat a pity that i didnt manage to take a picture with many many pple who dressed GLAMLY .

2nd week of skol was obviously mugging , but no longer mugging that hard as i got sort of sick .
Friday , was DANCE concert . GREAT JOB dancers . though we as usher-ers has complains.

SUNDAY , went out with ERIC MOSES and WAN TING . for more info , read wan ting's blog . hahax .

yesterday , went for my interview . it was great , but obviously my results was a great hindrance. Just hope that LUCK is on my side .

well , in conclusion many many many things happen . cos my life is filled with events!

LASTLY , DOReen MUST GET WELL SOON !

wat i learn this few weeks and holidays ?

after preparing for the interview , the propaganda 'talk' by my dearest english teacher and just many things in life, regardless my frens and family . i am aware of what i want . i know exactly the pros and cons, wat i need and all the details of wat i want . saying that i duno , was just a lie to myself as i didn't dare to go for wat i want . i guess , is time for me to strive ! instead of complaining about others , we should thank them for helping us to grow . though they are the obstacles in our life , but is just parts and parcels of it . we learn to overcome it and be stronger to be who we are today . MS LAI , must be proud of me okay ? i'd learnt how to appreciate things in my life .

2008-06-28T17:23:00.086+08:00

here to post on my taiwan trip okay.
16june to 22june (taiwan kaoshiung /taipei)

DAY 1 we took silk air plane to kaoshiung.
jojo and uncle peng is sleeping.

in kaoshiung aiport. it was raining heavily.

hence , after settling down we went to look for KTV !jojo tution centre. hahax.
in the ktv!
basically the ktv is BIG , NICE and CHEAP .

DAY 2

we pack and set off to kenting !

me and keewei .

JOJO .
US! waiting for lunch . anyway , the lunch simply sucks . and we had cabbage for everyday's meal .

unglam kenny .

ungalm minhui .

unglam zixin .
this oo-long tea very nice lor . nicer then singapore ones .

on our way climbing to the duno wat lighthouse.

see i'm tall . haha. see the dustbin very special right . is hard to find one dustbin in taiwan okay .

here's the 7 eleven reciept . specail too lor . and they have EVERYTHING in their 7 eleven .
this is in deep thoughts okay , not emo . anyway the scenery is very nice right .
here we come to the kenting's hotel . is darn nice . and there is even the welcome sign of us!!! hahax.

see this key chains are cute right . DAY 3

we have to go to duno wat temple then back to our original hotel .

strawberry milk tea , is nice!

cold noddle.

basically , day 3 night and enitre of day 4 we were all having practice!
here's day 5 lunch b4 going for performance.

zhang lao shi .

kao shiung's percussionist , forgotten their name :P Luo chai xia . hahax.. nai ma .

minhui and kenny justin . unglam zi xin again .

JOJOhuiru . peiyen and pei qian.ZHONGRUAn 1zhuan quan yao gun. teo chew family gang. me with minhui's spastic spects.

DAY6

we took bullet train to taipei .

is cool lor super cool .

we arrived and went to xi men ding's ah zong mian xian . hahax.

we went on shop and shop and shop . then we were invited to one lao shi's house . well is a villa on yang ming shan.

is super cool and nice . i am amazed by her home!

DAY 7

taipei 101
at taipei's some concerthall . finally home sweet home . Singapore's changi airport terminal 3! hahax.

okay that's all . is ALOT okay . bye .

2008-06-14T18:46:00.032+08:00

LOL . time to like update my blog b4 i leave . hahax . ANNUAL CONCET PICTURES . as my STUPID phone spoil , i used zhong xiao and minhui handphone to take pics . BUt i didn't many to get my pictures from minhui yet. hahax.

see , thats shows how much sophy loves me . hahax.
TUESDAY . bbq . pictures were taken by haiqel . so dun blame me .

see, i so nice . i never post other pple's unglam photos . hahax . alrght , as you can see how hardworking i was!!! LOL .

Up next , BAND CONCERT .

okay . thats all for pictures . THANKS TO ALL when i am running a fever . see that coolinng pack? MR KATs'. hahax. well next MDM tan's WEDDING .

just a brief one kay . no pictures due to camera low batt.

anyway was kind of touched by some words by the pastor.

god created man and woman with their shortcoming . the purpose of bringing them together is to cover one another's shortcoming . hence we should learn how to say some appreciative words despite thinking that is useless. is because you never know , is these small little words and actions that touches pple heart. the key to it , is to open up your feelings be transparent to one another . share your thoughts , share your views .

basically i cant rmb all , this are just part of it , and probably i made it my own words . hahax . ya . okay gtg .

going off to taiwan next week all the way till skol reopen!!!! but seriously guys , i am BROKE .

EDITED!!!! add it mdm tan's wedding pictures which i got it from DOREEN's blog . :D

2008-06-07T15:29:00.002+08:00

REPLYING TO TAGS :
WAN TING ~ awww . thanks thanks , i am doing fine le . i know you love me okay :D:D:D
MINHUI ~ haha . thanks loads darling for accompanying me this entire week's of nights . i love you too !!! i wun do anything silly , cos i know the ruanxian pple will heartache right ? haha
YIHAN ~ thanks . dun heartache for me le okay . haha . enjoy ur OBS :D
YUXUAN ~ hah. thanks . but you gotta take care of ur own health too okay :D
KENNETH ~ well thanks .
AISYAH ~ alright . just because you love me , i shall miss you tweety . hahax
EEEEric ~ haha . okay . for the sake of my frens and family , i wun do anything silly . i am serious abt it . and ya , haiquel is incorrect , is haiqel . haha .but i still wanan thanks you for standing by my side during the crucial moments . hahax.
hacker ~ you pathetic llar , can't you find urself a better name .i think haiquel not bad . haha . but anyway , thank you too . just like eric . standing by my side during the crucial moments:D
ZHAO~ awww . i miss you too . sure . i will call you up to go out together . thanks alot . i know you have MUSCULAR shoulder . hahahax . i miss you loads too okay . :D:D:D

this are the following pple i wana thanks okay .
1st up on list ) ERIC & haiqel .
next ) moses & aisyah
next ) KOHMINHUI!
next ) YiHan /Jiazhi
next ) jaime & alice
next ) wait , too many le lar. how rmb . haha
i just know i have MANY MANY MANY frens caring for me okay .
yaya , yuxuan / wan ting / zhao ying .
despite the fact that they duno wat's going on , they still came to console me . i love them LOADS lar . they so nice right . ya , i am so thankful to have such fren .
though i am still in the state of dillema , but i want to lead my happy little life .
hence , i wun do anything silly . i hereby promise . okay :D

okay . yesterday i went back to skol for spa . when it ended , as i was walking to the foyer i saw mr yeo and mr siah. mr yeo squat and took of my shoe . in just split seconds . i so shocked lar . i thought he gonna catch me for.... ahem lar . but , he just want to analyse my shoe ='=.

alright . now i super stressed . got many many things to do . ARGH! very long never so stress le .
- i needa prepare kpvc stuffs for band concert ! is like i haven do yet .
- the bbq on tues ( the no. of pple turning up is making me super disappointed *especially their reasons*)
- i haven prepare and pack my stuffs to taiwan !
- i haven prepare my skol work ! i needa like buck up !
- still got some prefectorial stuffs , like dutyroster etc . super stress! really . ( yet pple are bothering me with unneccesary stuffs)

* yet i am in the situation of emo~ism , but now no more le . haha
i not emoing anymore .
no longer emo le , then i start to sick .
awww , this sucks .
i keep sneezing . i know why , cos many pple miss me right . haha okokay .
gtg . tonite's syco 's concert!

love you pple darlings :D :D :D

2008-06-05T22:36:00.005+08:00

SYCO rawks everyday okay . :D:D:D:D
today's dress code was GREEN . cos is EARTH DAY . i mean is like so cool lar .
seriously without SYCO this week , i duno how am i gonna survive my nights .
it keeps me busy , it keeps me occupied . it keeps me enjoyable with ALL OF THEM .
haha .
alright , i'm super looking forward to the taiwan trip with ruanxian can . hahaha .
and just cos tat , me mum made me go for injection . awwww. is pain de lor .
thanks to Jaime !!! haha for accompanying me . well , i have many many nice frens okay .

okok . tmr's physic spa!!! hahahax .

2008-06-04T13:55:00.003+08:00

okay . so wana see wat i did this few days ??? hahax.
MON - private and confidential , can't really say wat i did . but i went for SYCO okay . dress code was red . WHOOTS . everyone's in RED . BRIGHT RED. wana pictures ? see MINHUI's BLOG . hahax.

TUES - CHEM SPA . LOL it was fine . then went out for movies with jz , sf and hs . narnia . hahax. i learn this okay . ( same thing will never happen a 2nd time =) then went home and went out to shop with my aunt . hahax. cool right . and went for dinner and sakae . then went for SYCO again . this time dress code bLUE . i can't find all my blue shirts . thought i have eg class tee. hahax.

see , i spend more time with my frens and family . isn't this cool ! hahax.

for more pictures when we were at SYCO . http:// ruanner-minhui.blogspot.com MINHUI's BLOG . hahax. okok :D:D:D and SYCO concert
this SATURDAY !!!
at SCH
the symphony of the syco.
more details , i think SYCO blog or minhui's blog . hahax.

anyway ga da mel ing is intereseting okay . though is super irritating. but hey , i think i can master the semi-quavers on daruan okay . i will do it. hahax.

alright , later going out with gin to get class tee done ! hahax. see , i am filled with events , so fruitful!

2008-05-31T18:06:00.016+08:00

ALRIGHT . i woke up early today okay ! to collect 2B's class tee . i took MRT all the way till paya lebar . not bad right . hahax. with ANGELA , ERIC . DANIELLE and GIN .

HERE's the TEE !!! hahahax.

After that , SOME PPLE kept sighing away due to hunger. hence we went to s'pore post for FOOD! however we are just as pathetic. First we went to subway thinking that is too expensive . so we walked to food court. the variety of food in food court was pathetic so we went to KFC . then the auntie told us the chicken was not yet ready. thus , we sat down an play open numbers to decide wat to eat! can you imagine ?! Eating also need to play open numberes . how pathetic we were. and we ended up back at subway. hahax.

ALRIGHT , the above three trays . can you guess which was my tray ? hahax . obviously mine was the CLEANEST . hahahahx. well , i guess danielle gin and angela suan me more .

TADA ~ DANIELLE

ANGELA! hahax.
ERIC with his 'TALK TO MY HAND' see , auctistic pple isolate themselves. but we are nice pple , so we let our bags accompany him.

FINALLY GOTTEN A PICTURE OF HIM , without the PLEASE TALK TO MY HAND sign. hahax.

AWWW. poor gin. we didn't bully her to take the t-shirts herself. lol.
see , everyone is either playing with PSP or DS . kids nowadays, haiz.... hahax.

up next , we shall check for SCANDAL. hahahx.

oops! eric and .... ????
DANIELLE .

well , this scandal is only a joke. DON't take it seriously okay . hahahax. we are just ONE two-bee FAMILY . hahax.

alright . after that we got back to LOT 1 to check out some stuffs. and went to gin house for WII. and obviously SHAKE SHAKE!!! hahax. ( erm , this shake shake NOT the clive's shake shake)

fyi , clive shake shake is actually the liquid paper.

well , i'm just being lame today. okay . BYE . hahax.

dun ask me why i emo. i just dun feel good. you are not me , you duno how i feel.

2008-05-29T08:12:00.003+08:00

ALL RIGHT . DUN SAY I NEVER UPDATE OKAY . i am updating now for just a few minutes then gotta do my chem spa skill3 thingy .

okay . MTL INTENSIVE for the past few weeks is ultra BAD . cos the weather is so damn HOT . no matter classroom or hall , i am always sitting at smewhere WITHOUT FAN . STUPID GLOBAL WARMING . LOL .

then , SUNDAY - i went to get my GLAM ruan box . whoots. is champagne color okay . i sort of gotten the last piece . i find it so LUCKY can . hahahax.

MONDAY - Chinese O's . awww is the FIRST o level of course. everyone get out of the hall happily checking their answers. seriously , i still didn't dare to check my answers .
went to syco , seeing jingwen , junhe , yvonne etc checking their chinese O's questions . OH MY GOD . can you like imagine yvonne only minus 5 MARKS! thats is super irritating okay . i mean for me lar . haha. LASTLY , HAPPY BDAE MINHUI!

TUESDAY/WEDNESDAY ..... IP continues. well , it is like just sme normal skol day. i dun even see it like so holiday IP . ALRIGHT ! next tues gonna be CHEM O level SPA and FRIDAY PHYSIC O level SPA .

ooooh ya . i didn't know time passes so fast too . that NEXT SAT is actually the SYCO annual concert le . hahahax. i was kinda shocked when i realised it on monday :P

alright . off to do my stuffs :D

2008-05-24T14:55:00.007+08:00

EDITED!

HELLO . got tagged by JACQUELINE , so i have no choice but to do her survey . LOL .

alright , i am supposed to list down TEN things that i LOVE & hate .

1)I love my family . (daddy & mummy)
2)I love RELATIVES and *FRIENDS* (especially those who love me more!)
3)I love a special someone.
4)I love MYSELF!
5)I love my ruan and piano .
6)I love to be happy.
7)I love to see everyone SMILE. =)
8)LASTLY i LOVE STELLA. :D:D:D
9)I hate broken promises.
10)I hate people disappoinment

* when i say friends , i mean EVERYONE who love and care for me . just that i have TOO MANY NAME TO LIST. :D *

alright . i am suppose to tag 10 pple to do it ? i am kind of lazy to do it . so forget abt it bah . LOL .

MTP yesterday . well , sad ? lost ? nuts ? for a moment ya . but i realised i have so many pple who care for me . i am HAPPY and LUCKY de lor . hahaha. :D:D:D

2008-05-19T14:43:00.002+08:00

well , my pathetic little blog :D

alright . sec4 life is super boring okay . so there's nothing much to update about .
not that i dun wana update , the point is NTH to update .

okay .
first upcoming thing . meet the parent session
i am so darn reluctant to go for it lar . this is like the suckiest result i ever had . with NUMEROUS of C6 . who to blame ? no one , but myself.

next mother tongue o levels . 26 may . is also so irritating lar .
i dun deny the fact the chinese is essential in future , is impt . but i simple hate it .
but i am still workin hard for it okay . i want my A1 . i really want it and thats it .
i dun wana retake it . hence there's mtl intensive . morning 7.45 am - 4 pm.
mock paper everyday and i am always half awake.
i really dread it , but no choice , for the sake of my A1 .

Next holidays . aww . i think this stupid irritating holiday will be filled with IPs.
follow by SYCO annual concert . and ya what i am waiting for TAIWAN . hahax .
lalalala ~ well , i know i am mad , but ya going taiwan with ruanxian pple is nice okay.

alright , thats all i'm gonna say . :D

2008-05-12T17:32:00.005+08:00

ALL RIGHT , DUE TO NG WAN TING's DEMAND , i should update ?!

alright , wat did i do ?

erm , MOSES BDAE . MOSES BE HONOURED! basically me wan ting and eric accompanied him to have his dinner at bukit timah . well , wan ting was late for 1 hour and 5 mins ! we did nth but wait . for more pictures pleases refer to WAN TING's BLOG . http://ting-lolx.blogspot.com/

following day, a SAT . i woke up early to set off to wan ting's house to BAKE CAKE .

this is my FIRST TIME in my entire LIFE baking a CAKE OKAY . the purpose was to bake a cake for MOTHER's DAY and for MOSES BDAE. so set off to buy the ingredients MYSELF.

i emphasize MYSELF okay . without any help, which means i carried KGs of stuffs myself , cos ERIC was late for 1hour 30 min. i just realised , they like to be late ?! hahax.

the chao tar's cake is baked by MAINLY WAN TING while the NOT CHAO TAR cake obviously by me !!!! hahahax . :D:D:D it taste super good okay . but both taste nice actually .

so THANKS WAN TING , for teaching me how to bake and allowing me to mess ur house . haha.

basically we were in wan ting's house bitching and gossiping abt others. Oops. hahax .

now , talking abt mye results?

well , obviously it sucks .

no comment about it .

not sad , cos i deserve such grade for being so lazy :P

just somehow disappointed , wondeering if i will buck up ?

2008-05-03T13:20:00.002+08:00

Artist: Swift Taylor
Song: I'm Only Me When I'm With You

Friday night beneath the stars
In a field behind your yard
You and I are painting pictures in the sky
Sometimes we don't say a thing
Just listen to the crickets sing
Everything I need is right here by my side

And I know everything about you
I don't wanna live without you

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

Just a small-town boy and girl
Living in the crazy world
Trying to figure out what is and isn't true
And I don't try to hide my tears
My secrets or my deepest fears
Through it all nobody gets me like you do

And you know everything about me
You say that you can't live without me

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

When I'm with anybody else
It's so hard to be myself
And only you can say

That I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know what I feel is true
And I'm only me, who I wanna be
Well, I'm only me when I'm with you, with you

2008-05-01T14:17:00.002+08:00

Mid Years .
seriously speaking i am totally NOT in the mood of mid years .
though i see many pple mugging really hard , but i am doing the paper like some practice paper .
LOL . this is bad .
as i walk in limbang mac , seeing even the sec2s also mugging.
oh no , come on pple . kranji seems to be turning into a mugger's school .
sad fate . LOL .

well , i am super glad that doreen is back okay . ya and she's back.

okay, chinese / english / SS / Physics 2 DOWN .

left with , E math 1 & 2 , pure hist 1 &2 , A math , pure chem 1 & 2 , pure physic 1 and last but not least , the dumbest paper chinese p3 ( listening)

我再也不是那位幸福公主,我知不是你要的
but you didn't know that little things that you do/say can make one super happy or super sad.

2008-04-27T19:47:00.004+08:00

somehow or rather , i start to miss this person .
thought is just so near , i can see her anytime .
she's just right on top of my house .
however , it'd been really a period of time going to skol and back home myself .
no one asking me home everyday .
last week's sports day , i walked to stadium alone .
for the past three years, regardless wat event , we walked to skol together. at times , we will take SUPER EARLY breakfast together before reporting to school .

i really really WISH TO SEE HER BACK SOON! come on DOREEN !

dun worry , i not emo-ing . i just miss her kay .

ANYWAY . NEXT .
this girl , has been with me for ALL THE EVENTS in school. REGARDLESS CCA / PREFECT / SSC . she is always with me . haha . cos we just can't run away from events .
Despite her crazy love for SPONGEBOB , and making everyone her BEST-EST friend .
SHE IS STILL LOVED . i know things has been tough on her , but today she had grown up , she's 16 now okay ! RIGHT WAN TING .

HAPPY SWEET 16 okay ! you are loved too :D

okay . mid years like tmr . i am simply not into the mood of myes. and i am like SEC4. this is bad . hahax .
ur ignorance made my fear grew again .

2008-04-13T19:52:00.004+08:00

LOL . okok .

okay. simply got the pictures from 4C / shark/ shufen 's blog . hahax.

well . yesterday's HSK . everyone were like saying they are gonna pack bag to get ready to go to shanghai?! well i not so confident lar . is a super irratating paper. it makes you sit there for hours staring at the paper . is easy yet TRICKY . irratating right .

then after the paper was like raining . so playing in the rain . no lar . i am a good girl okay . :D then after that , no need to know . hahax .

well , to those pple who thinks i am breaking down, emoing . PPLE DUN WORRY . i am STELLA and i AM STRONG and i AM FINE . hahax . :D:D:D thanks for your concerns anyway . ahhax . but please still do your job well , it will be greatly appreciated. =)

DOREEN UH DOREEN . GET WELL SOON OKAY. MUST HOR . YUXUAN come back to school le leh . and yuxuan dun stress urself too much since you are back . SMILE =) and also zhengxun . though i duno wat happen as they refuse to say , but all the best , it'd been like 1 week le :D

2008-04-11T18:31:00.005+08:00

okay. i shall start off with last thrusday AMAZING RACE . hahax .

left early to our respective stations. SADLY , we waited for more then 1 hour before the first group arrive .
MY STATION was at ESPLANADE with XUANYU and CHRISMIN.

see this is what we do when we are bored. i was pratctically stoning and smsing . LOL .

Hence , chrismin met up with syairah and went to marina square to buy us long john.
with credits to chrismin of course !

as i was so bored , i went to library and i spotted this !

the library was playing ruan xian's dvd , to promote another ico concert . LOL . i was so shocked when i saw , ended up watching my own video. ahahax. actually miss the ruan xian's time.

TIMOTHY , he was supposed to be at library. unfortunately , he gt chased out by the security guard.

hence , he join eric and came to us. then we basically chose a cosy corner for pple to find us , and INDEED they failed to find us. HAHAX . see we are good at hiding ourselves.

nt long after they arrived , the SECURITY GUARD chased us off , then i blame TIMOTHY . whereever he go, he will be chased. LOL .

basically only HAIQEL , CINDY , AIN and GENG LIN's group came to us , cos is a de-tour.

then , chrismin and i was so bored that we played with video call with syairah , we tried waving to syairah (she's at merlion park). and i succeed. LOL .

okay lar, it was quite fun afterall . LOL .

yesterday was SERVICE LEARNING . well no pictures. i shall wait for SHUFEN cos she got my auctistic picture . LOL .

then TODAY , our last KPVC training . very last one . i mean i had never thought of that today will arrive so quickly . thinking that is a cca which will last you for 4 years , when will i thought of the last day of training ? anyway , sec3s , rmb wat we said okay . WE DEMAND FOR A GRAND FAREWELL PARTY.
finally this day arrived. happy yet scared.
especially when you dun care or ignore. there's this phobia in me.
just hope that history wun repeat itself again.

2008-04-02T17:28:00.005+08:00

okay . :D yesterday was april fool ? i thought i wouldn't be fooled but somehow i was fooled A LITTLE. i said A LITTLE hor . LOL okay .

anyway CONGRATS TO KHSCO once again clinching gold with honours. it'd been consecutive 5 times . haha .

the current song playing . got it from AIN's blog. i find it really nice . haha. =)

Artist: Aslyn
Song: That's when i love you

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you
Just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you...endlessly

And when your mad cause you lost a game
Forget im waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Because the movie, it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you a little more each time

And when you can't quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love you
I love you more than you know

And when you forget that we had a date
That look that u give when you show up late
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

That's when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more i love
The more my heart can't get enough
Thats when I love you
When I love you
No matter what

No matter what...

somehow i don't know why i am feeling guity all the time .
is so wrong . why cant i do it right ?
is pointless feeling apologetic when harm is done.

i really wonder , whats the mistake i'd made ?
why is things turning out this way?
i tried to think in their shoes ,
cos i understand , i was once like them .
i knew how they feel , how they think .
i tried my best , but i dun see the RIGHT result.
is it me the problem or my capability the problem?
after me handling over , this entire thing seems to be dispesing and scattering .

2008-03-29T19:57:00.003+08:00

okok . hahahaa . i SHALL UPDATE OKAY :D

hmm . well went through the 3days Adam khoo's i'm gifted so are you workshop . spending 13 hours butt down for 3 days . is tiring . seriously , i almost slept at times . not that it is boring , just tat i am tired .

Well , the workshop was great ! why ? is cos we dun have to study for 3DAYS . but well , thats not the ultimate reason , is just part of it . for more information on wat we learn , i shall refer you ShuFen's LIVE JOURNAL . haha.

though i went up to the stage and said my words ro my parents , but there were some missing details due to time constrain .

DEAR MUMMY and DADDY ,

DADDY , firstly i am grateful , elated to see you here . i knew that is boring and tedious for you to sit there for 1 hour listening to the the trainer . i knew that you got to rush down from work . i didnt know until last night you told me that you are hungry but you waited for my turn to make my say . i THANK you for coming , for waiting patiently . seriously , i knew that this was my 2nd time my dad actually step into my school . the 1st time was my pri 6 graduation day and the 2nd time was yesterday. i knew that i've been asking for alot these years. is really a hard time having a child like me. the expenses on me is totally beyond your capabilities. yet without fail , you gave me the best . i hereby wish my daddy all the best for his buisness. i knew that this has been your dream . hwever , it was me the responsibility that you have to bear as a father , you didn't manage to succeed. i'm sorry. i also remeber last year , when i was so rude that i even said that i wanted to slap you . i'm sorry . this resulted a cold war between us for 3 months . i knew that i had say sorry so many time in my entire life , but i got to say i'm sorry again. being the only child , you gave me all ur love , pin all ur hopes on me and i actually did this to you .

i also want to thank you for providing me all the best you can and forgiving me . ESPECIALLY for cming last night . i knew that you felt awkward standing up last night , but i want the entire world to know, you are my dad , i am proud of you and I LOVE YOU .

Mummy- you are really the greatest mum on earth . no one can defeat you . you are so strong , you are the winner . although you had always been pessimistic and not doing well in life , but you are the BEST MUM , you performed ur role really well! other mum will have to go thru the pain of giving birth either thru natural birth or operation . is EITHER OR . but for my mum, just to give birth to me , she went thru BOTH of it . the doctor thought that she would do it naturally , however it faild and 3 days later she went thru the operation . other mums tolerated for only 10 months , but stubborn me was born 3days later . DURING the extra 3 days , my mum tried really hard to push me out.

Not only that , my mum has been the MOST PROTECTIVE MUM on earth . due to the fact of only child , she was very protective over me . i used to blame her for that . i'm sorry mummy . she did this all cos she love me . how can i do this to her ? if i am not going to appreciate and love her , then who will ? she gave up her meals , just for me to attend all the lessons i wanted , buying the things i want and giving me the BEST she could give. yet , i did not appreciate it . i always talk back to her , anger her in the ways i could . i am just like a hopeless kid .

i'm sorry , i thank you for doing all this for me . the unconditional love you gave me , is smth i cant repay all in my life . mummy , i am really proud of you . cos you are so noble . mummy I LOVE YOU .

seriously speaking , both my parents gave birth to me at a young age . they had to gave up their freedom at an early age . both of the aren't highly educated , hence to afford an expensive kid like me , they would need to work like a bull . yet , in my entire life (except last night ) have never told them how much i love them . i am really Glad that i went up on stage to let everyone know who's my parents , and i LOVE THEM .

to my friends- to people who did not know that i attended adam khoo's workshop . DUN worry , i am not commitng suicide . i am perfectly fine. i just wanted to tell you how much i thank you and love you . being the only child , i have no siblings to confine to , i only have friends . yet you pple did not fail to be there for me . i really appreciate it and thank you guys . despite me being irratating , crazy and moodswing . you guys still care for me . i really love you guys. you know who you are . okay . :D thanks pple. I LOVE YOU!

to syahirah- STAY STRONG , i am really touched . you are my heroine! i idolize ur courage . :D
thanks wan ting and kwai ga for helpiing me to achieve my chance of say up there . THANKS ALOT .

okay , if i got to thank everyone . the list will never end . THANKS EVERYONE . i LOVE ALL OF YOU!

2008-03-23T10:58:00.002+08:00

i find this interesting sia . a styrofoam box , at the bottom of it written , CONTAIN NON CFC. does that mean we can use CFC as and when we want ? is no longer polluting the air?
or it is just a propoganda , trying to attract ppl to buy it . LOL. okay i am just far too random to do this . wats the definition of waiting , waiting for a certain reason , or to wait for ur thoughts to be straighten out . waiting is alright , waiting to no avail hurts , futhermore , i dun see the glimpse of hope telling me that is the right choice to wait . wats the point of waiting , when i will not get the answer i want . and fyi, it had been 6 months .

2008-03-22T22:10:00.004+08:00

whoots . i am here to share this story okay . is DARN touching .

CREDITS to DOREEN :D:D:D

it is I BELIEVE by Low Kay Hwa

http://www.goodybooks.com/ibelieveyou1.htm ( chapter 1-17)
http://lovee-stories.blogspot.com/ (chapter 18-20)

once again , with credits to:

DOREEN THE TALLEST GENIUS

here are some quote i find it meaningful from the story .

"Happiness and sadness are not caused by your surroundings. They’re caused by your thinking."

"the longest wait is not created by the amount of time passed, but by your mind."

"Ours is not the saddest story in the world. There’re so many stories going on. Ours is just one of the many."
somehow or rather , i find some lines familiar in this story and o is the plot. it had always been so hard for you to bring across how you feel , and is either you love or don't love.

2008-03-17T17:08:00.009+08:00

under the demon hands , but yesterday she was in a good mood so it wasnt that bad! LOL .

spastic MINHUI .
pei yen :D

minhui:D:D:D

kenny with his 45 degree of tilting his face .

zixin .

xiu hua and keewei

my score partner :D the one who has an exact opp birth dates and month of mine .

huiru chio right . hahax.

i really hate being kept hanging in the middle of no where . i dun hopes that will shatter in the end.

2008-03-16T14:43:00.003+08:00

"Over It"

How could you know
That behind my eyes a sad girl cried
And how could you know
That i hurt so much inside
And how could you know
That i'm not the average girl
I'm carrying the weight of the world
YEAH!
So can you get me outta here

[chorus]
Take me away
We'll jump in the car
Drive til the gas runs out and then walk so far
That we can't
See this place anymore
Take a day off
Give it a rest
So i can forget about this mess
If i lighten up a little bit,
Then i will be
Over It

I'm playin the role
Of the happy girl
But no one knows
Inside i'm alone
But i would never let it show
I get everyday
Too much work and not enough play
Over and over
It's always the same
YEAH!
But you can make everything OK...

[chorus]

Over it

[chorus]

Take Me Away
Take Me Away

[chorus]

Over It
I am Over It

CURRENTLY , i am urgentlygiving away 2 ticket for tonight concert . anyone interested sms me kay . :D
for more details : http://www.nafa.edu.sg/in_happenings/events/latest.htm

i really really wonder who are you refering to , i dun deny how much i wish wat i guess was right . despite knowing that is a naive thinking . i want to know , yet fear to know too . i would rather get hurt early then disappointed .

2008-03-15T19:09:00.006+08:00

okay . my dearest march holiday is going off very soon . be prepared for quite a long post . :P

completed ME (photo specialist) camp . completed student leader's camp . :D:D:D

pictures will be uploaded after i got it from the pple okay ?

DAY 1 KPVC CAMP

super tired to wake up early due to prize giving night on the previous night .
camp buddies - pris and wan ting ! sadly my hw buddies didn't come . GIN was sick , and yi jun was busy with church. the high-est part was NIGHT PHOTOGRAPHY ! yong xiang help us took ghostly pictures . i am still wating for my ghostly pictures ! hahahax .

DAY 2 KPVC CAMP

went to mandai orchid garden . in order to avoid the mosquitoes , ms zarina , me and donavan are the ONLY ONES who escaped and came to a shelter . a nice , cooling , cosy shelter . despite asking the rest upteen times if they want to leave that place , none followed . hence, we shall enjoy ourself ! only then i realised , i took ZERO PICTURES , and spent 2/3 of my time at the garden sleeping . :P back to school , pack up , break camp !

next camp , STUDENT LEADERS CAMP ! before i continue posting about the student leaders camp , i would like to dedicate this song to everyone who had particiapted the camp , despite the facilitators and campers , and whoever who care for me !

Always Know Where You Are by John Rzeznik

This place I never thought would feel like home.
And I ran forever;
Far away and I always thought I'd end up here alone.

Somehow the world has changed me.
I've come home,
To give back the things they took from you.
And I feel you now,
I'm not alone,
I'll always know where you are.

When I see myself, I'll always know where you are,
Where you are.

And I found something that was always there,
Sometimes it's got to hurt before you feel,
But now I'm strong and I won't kneel,
Except to thank who's watching over me.

But somehow I feel so stong.
And I've begun,
To be the one I never thought I'd be.
And I feel you now,
I'm not alone,
I'll always know where you are.

And when I see myself, I'll always know where you are,
Where you are.

Now, it's all so clear,
And I believe that everything's been opend up for me.
And I feel you now,
I'm not alone.
I'll always know, I'll always know where you are.

When I see myself, I'll always know where you are.
When I feel the sun, I'll always know where you are.
When I see myself, I'll always know where you are,
Where you are.

Firstly to GROUP 2 ! which is MINE AND PEIWEN's GROUP !
it consists of MARGARET , YIHAN , ALOYSIOUS, HAKEEM, NAOMI, PEI SHAN

people , i can see the first day you guys were like strangers , being shy towards everyone .
BUT I AM PROUD TO SAY , the first night dinner , you guys make me proud , you guys can really cook VERY WELL !
As time past by , you people start to bond together , although you guys are not the super noisy ones , but people like hakeem managed to speak up , you guys work together so well for captain's ball and night hunt which i am really really proud of you again!
GOOD JOB GUYS! and thanks alot for your soup yesterday night ! THANKS ALOT , pei wen and me are really touched !

PEIWEN - thanks for being such a fun and nice facilitator partner ! it was really great working with you , zi-highing ourselves :P hahahax .

to all facilitators (for the sake of the tallest genius is in pink )- despite the hicuups here and there , problems is part of life isn't it ? and you guys were really great too . had a MEMORABLE TIME with you people . i knew this is gonna be the last time we organise a camp together , lets keep this engraved in our memory okay ? :D i still love sitting/lying in the middle of the parade square , in that circle , looking up into the sky .

to ESPECIALLY HAIQEL . you are really great okay . i really got to thankyou for doing so MUCH for the camp . i believe it must had been a hard time for you . but always rmb , there's a big bunch of pple right behind you , ready to share ur burden okay . so dun stress urself too much . SMILE . i believe you are alright ! cos you are haiqel , you are strong enough !

this is our last camp tat we organised . rmb the first night , mr siah asked me this , ' how have ur life been in kranji sec?' i knew i've been thinking this question , askng myself this quesiton since last year , but i can't really answer myself well . but after this camp , after consecutive of 2 nights sitting in the middle of the parade square under the moon and stars , i've found my answer.

i dun deny tat at the start , kranji was not where i wanted to be . i was so sad got to leave my pri skol friends , came in to kranji without knowing anyone except doreen . stepping into a school with only knowing one person , is really hard to hang on . it was difficult to make new friends , you felt so isolated at first , but gradually , you made it . you get to know everyone .
in sec 1 , started off being a prefect . in sec 2 , started off being a ssc . at start when i just taken up this roles , i made many mistakes. upteen times of mistake . but it was these days that made up ur sec skol life . with every single mistake you made , you learn . if i never came to kranji , will i be who i am today ? will i get to know so many frens ? will i get to experience so much ? it was the people here , the teachers and students that had made my kranji journey a meaningful one.
i hereby thanks everyone for contributing into my life !

okay, why do i sound like i am graduating ? there is still months . but i am certain that when i first step into kranji , i didn't thought that i will have such a day. :D

anyway, tmr there will be concert organised by nafa , combine all the diff instruments soceities.
VENUE: NAFA
TIME : 7pm
ticketing price at 10 bucks.
profit is going to the children's cancer foundation . do your part ! :D
at that point of time when i was in fear, how i wish someone could had lighten up my pavement . this is when i know never take pple for granted, they might not always be there for you.

2008-03-11T21:50:00.006+08:00

at the very start , when i was st ill a kid, wheneveri dun get what i want , i will complain and claim that this world is so unfair , why am i not born in with a silver spoon .

only when i start to grew older , i see the world clearer , i realise that i am very lucky . to have my a pair of loving parents and try their best to give me wat i want . and i believe that wat i have is the best .

only recently, i found myself so wrong . i dun even know what i do is right. why is my family evolving to such state . it looks good on the outside , but you never know whats happening in the inside . i tried my best . probably once again i went overboard , i was naive , childish . you thought this was a child play. but i really try my best . no matter wat you instruct , i tried to help . but i really have limited knowledge to such stuffs . how i wish , i would be more knowledgable to solve all this problem .

one is stubborn , naive to a certain extent , impulsive yet courageous trying his best , putting al his efforts
while another one is negative thinker , worried -sick , little knowedge too with impulse but careful and win for sure .

i mean this is wat i see . i have no idea . i really dun want to bother . just concentrating on what's my responsibility as a child .

i also realised ppl treat you cos of ur position ot who you really are . cos this life , this reality . pple are realistic . aall of a sudden i find myself being such a level 1 leader . pple respect you cos of ur position . isnt tat a great failure ?

2008-03-05T18:02:00.007+08:00

SDMA results out .

ms zarina wan ting and i went . witnessed the entire ceremony .
disappointed ? at first we were . but currently my emotions is as calm as the sea . WHOA . sounds exaggerating yeah ? but is true . but is okay lar , we enjoyed through the business and everything .

MOST IMPTLY , ERIC YOU ARE FAMOUS !

basically take took sections of some video to form an advertisement for SDMA . and they actually took a part where ERIC push open the toilet's cubicle door . so if it got to be sdma's permanent advertisement . ERIC YOU ARE FAMOUS ! THANKS US ! :D

soo pple smile ! :D:D:D:D

i think by now i should know it isn't me. i was just deceiving myself all this while. but what hurts the most was cos i felt so cheated when those lines are repeated. simply so evil .

2008-03-04T16:59:00.003+08:00

okay . i am just random to like post ?! hahax . :D

tmr , i will be going for the prize presentation for SDMA . super excited. cos i am really anxious to know the RESULTS. despite good or bad results is afterall HARDWORK!

friday will be like some prize giving night , get to wear on new blazers. Whoots . has been waiting for months indeed .

sat/sun will be KPVC CAmp . okay or should i say Media enterprise photo specialist ?? well , hope gonna be fun! i am sure i will have fun with the sec4s . :D

mon - ss IP, syco combine.
tues - chemSPA, ruan xian
wed- out with zhao =), syco sectional
thurs fri sat - ssc/prefect student leaders camp ! thats gonna be cool .
SUN - ruanxians performance at nafa.

so eventful . LOL . but i've been doing badly for my academic . time to buck up!

2008-03-02T20:28:00.005+08:00

anyway, there's also this SUPER SENSATIVE ISSUE GOING ON .
well , i am really innocent okay .
i know is SUPER ULTRA DANGEROUS to voice out my comment here , but i am very tempted to voice it out . caused i am NONE of the parties, and i have MANY OPINIONS!

well , i LOVE WORLD PEACE OKAY . i rather there will be many treaties in the history for me to study than treaties which will break into war . then i got to study abt the fights in the war ! thats tedious . AS A HISTORY STUDENT . i am PEACE LOVING . okay tat's rubbish . LOL .

in chinese, there's this saying that we cant clap with one hand.
so we will be able to clap with 2 hands?
let's think it this way , if one of the hand is big and the other is small , will the sound produced be as solid and loud ?
then answer is no right , we need 2 SIMILAR sizes of hands to clap .

can anyone infer from here ?! LOL . i am not providing inference and supprt here . but here goes the purpose

purpose statement : The purpose is to CONVINCE( purpose word) the WAR-RIORS(audience) to stop fight so that we WILL ATTAIN WORLD PEACE(impact) .

Though some may see this as a biased source due to the source ORIGIN. hence they will judge on the reliability . however , this is ONLY , PURELY my opinion. we can ignore the welfare of our opponent in war . but in WAR the ones who suffer the most are the CITIZENS and CIVILIANS and sometime UN , as they need to act as a form of meditator.

okay . the above was REALLY MY OPINION ONLY OKAY . dun create any uproar over it . cos is simply VERY SENSATIVE. i was just trying to put my history and ss knowledge in live . the above paragraph was just me revising my ss and history :P

2008-03-02T19:48:00.004+08:00

ROAD RUN YESTERDAY !

whoots. obviously it'd been years i've NOT run for road run . :D

when i was in sec1 , it rained.
when i was in sec2 , i ran .
when i was in sec3 , went for SSC duty.
when i was in sec4 , it rained, i ran around FOR FUN but NOT for LONG distance , and down for SSC duty . hahax.

alright . rmb those days when we were sec1s, we went to east coast park and it RAINed . limited shelters. all of us in ponchos , squeezing , waiting for the rain to stop . it was the FIRST TIME it rain for kranji sports event .

YESTERDAY , it rained again . then 2nd time kranji tried to hold a sports event OUTSIDE CCK area. is it fated that kranji can't hold sports event out of school ?!
or is it us ? when we first came in as sec1s it rained . when we are abt to leave as sec4s it rained too! muahahax . who knows?

to many pple , it was waste of time , waste of money etc . cos they came and did NOTHING . i dun deny that fact .
FOR ME , i woke up that early . 4.45 am ! but i still enjoy it , cos i was playing in the rain! hahax . ponchos are fun! rain without lightning risks are fun too ! oh yeah . i simply love the rain . peiwen and me derived the caused of the rain .
OUR DEAREST TALLEST GENIUS has been singing , and the sky was touched , hence it rain! so guys , know who to blame ?! LOL .

but afterall , raining has it good side of it too . so always look on the brighter side ! and i LOOOOOOVVVEE the ponchos , cause it flys in the rain! hahax.

Alright bye ! :D homeworking time . caused we are sec4s. -'-

2008-02-29T20:23:00.002+08:00

Yo hello .

today is like LEAP YEAR ?! fouryears ONCE . we should celebrate it right ?
sadly i am so no life . but is okay , FOUR YEARS LATER , i will definitely celebrate it.

well , nth special in life . life goes on as per normal . even there is , is all within me , not that interesting to share. but i am really getting used to this life . knowing wat i can't do . knowing the fact of life. and i really got over it lar pple , i am NOT EMO.

anyway . i have nothing to post . just to say , HAPPY LEAP YEAR ! :D

2008-02-24T20:39:00.008+08:00

What's going on in this year ? i don't know. this maybe a little late but ya...

1st ) MC king - a singapore's comdedian who bring joy and laughter to his audiences. R.I.P
NEXT ) Ah meng -the kind, sweet , touching orangutan . singapore's glory . never failed to bring warmth in the zoo.

LAST but not least . Lydia Shum - an actress who bring entertainment around the world . i have nothing to say , but i really respect her .

okay . today . finaly i get to watch L change the world ! :D so nice can .

okay , i dun deny i am in love with L . awww.... :P

okay . bye :D indeed i enjoyed my weekends this time round :D

2008-02-23T12:46:00.003+08:00

BYE COMMON TEST !

thinking that it is the time to rest? NO. NEVER . the purpose of this year is like O' levels .

like wat gin said , ' finally there's a test-free & hw-free weekend' while is A week . cherish it , better then nth !

upcoming things to do!
MARCH holiday- filled by CAMP . from monday till friday. ( this does not includes preparation?!)
back to normal routine. get my stuffs done and cleared. set my targets clear.
start preparing for mtl o level. ONCE is enuf , i dun wan to take a 2nd time!
16 march - ruan xian's performance in nafa.

well , NO COMPLAINS because this is my choice of life :D

seriously looking forward to the sva results ! no matter good or bad , it is afterall months of our hardwork.

2008-02-20T15:02:00.002+08:00

past 3 days while the sec4s are busy mugging for common test , the sec2 and 3s are happily camping . is soo..... nvm . thats how the sec4 lives.

yesterday night ! madness , i was back from ruan xian's practice and i was locked outside of my house! oh please ! this time round i brought my keys! but my DEARLY father was sleeping with the tv on seriously loud . mymum and i praactically call the house phone , handphone , doorbell , smack the door . yet his not awake ! i can't believe thats my dad . the only resort we had was to switch off the main switch of electricity ?! LOL . thats my dad .

okok . seriously what if i say i miss my parents ?! aw i can't believe that . this morning , no prepared breakfast , no one filled my bottle , no one open and close the door for me. hmm time for independent. only then i know how much i need them! nvm 3 days is fast !

okay time for mugging ! MUG STELLA MUG!!!

2008-02-15T18:06:00.003+08:00

Desensatized .

have been moodswinging to myself , not very bad maybe only aisyah knows cos i'd been losing my temper to her . sorry aisyah.

never knows.

let's just mug hard for common test!

2008-02-10T19:40:00.000+08:00

i shall let the pictures do the speaking . a picture , speak a thousand words . so if your teacher ask for a thousand word essay , present he/she a picture. =) my fav emo spot . :P
well . goodbye . and happy lunar new year ! :D

2008-02-06T18:09:00.000+08:00

well , now is like cny new year eve already. 1 mth passed , lesser days to o levels, and in 2 weeks time is common test. seriously , i find myself super no life saying this for the past entire month . awww.that's bad .

well today was the celebration etc. follow by going to gin house . hey gin i am addicted to that okay . :D and bak to grandma house for reunion dinner.

alright . hapy new year to all . didn't manage to visit khs is cos there's no time ! well, leaving singapore tmr . dun miss me kay . :P

when i sat down and think, i just happen to think of the worst . will this be my last chance spending my chinese new year with her ? will this be her last chinese newyear ? of course i wish this will never come true. but there is always an end . since young i m never close to her , cos i has never understood what she tried to say, however she is afterall my grandma .she had been through so many life tortures these decades ,she is really courageous. Despite knowing the fact that this may be the last few occasions i'm gonna spend with her , my dad stil chose to go overseas. only then , i wonder is there 'humanity' on earth ?

well , if you ask me why am i like this. i may say duno. out of my 16 years of life , being so helpless is really my 2nd time ? normal times , regardless anything, i will forget about it very quickly , once again this happen . i have no idea when will this end.

2008-02-03T08:57:00.000+08:00

the voting has has ended on 1st feb.
BIG THANKS to WHOEVER who had voted :D
your kindness is appreciated. =)
We've got 815 votes within 3 days!

okay. i think recently i was just mad about getting votes . LOL .

awwww..... actually i have nothing to post about!
nothing interesting things in my life .
only then i realise sec4 life is far so boring .
not exactly to some pple , cos sec4 is ALL ABOUT test , homework and mugging .

i'm always so distracted with so many things around me . i must say NO to it , hold myself together and get myself ongoing !

time passes so fast that i didn't even realise the clock ticking .
can the clock just stop for a day ? i think it will be seriously appreciated .

despite me have been suspecting it in the past , upon knowing the truth seriously hurts .
despite knowing that truth hurts, it had never help to make you feel better.
i've got to stay strong as i am certain that i will still get to see many hurting truth.
the only thing I can do , is to tell myself i am lucky , there's still so many unfortunates around !
be contented and stay happy !

well , WAN TING , don't worry the above paragraph wasn't refering to what you told me on friday . is just some other things . but i got to SERIOUSLY THANK you for telling me. i will defintely reflect upon it . THANKS WAN TING . stay strong and happy too ! :D

2008-01-31T21:04:00.000+08:00

hello . .. . .

alright . . . . . . last night's syco pratice pratically 95% brain dead . not reacting to whatever is happening around me other then . . . . WAN TING's SMS!!!!

our sva got into the finals and now we have to VOTE. so people vote okay . :D
http://www.evideo.edu.sg/sdma/voting_view.asp?v=7
1) you go the website
2) click here to vote
3) it only requires your ic number , email address , school ( only if you are still studying), age group. then VOTE !!!!

it would be better , if you get all your family members , relatives , neighbours and friends to vote !!! awww i super desperate cos tmr is the deadline . =)

well, upon knowing thatwe got into the finals, i was super suprised no doubt our video may not be the best , but at least we knew that our hardwork are recognised. HENCE , good job pple :D
regardless we get anything ,being into the FINALs is defintely a recognition for all of us ! :D

so vote or us okay !!! THANkyoU !!!!

all right . next studies. awwww i don't know what's in me . although recently ALL MY ReSULTS was patetheically bad . i am happy , NOT . no one will be happy , but at least i wasn't sad . however , this thing came across my mind . dropping of my sciences. is like i don't know the right decision to make . yet mr koh can just smile smile to me not giving any productive decision to do.
what do i want ? i don't know right now . i simply hate this.

next music . awww everything in my life got messed up . i haven'tbeen spending time practising . i need to get my piano grade 8 practical . although i cleared my ruan's examination but performance ?? other practices ? i can't possibly stop right there.

next PB . hello . whats your problem ? i have enuf nonsense from you . i tried to b myself , talk to you nicely , tried all my ways yet it went to deaf ears . i'm fine with that . maybe i am just not inflential enuf . however you accused me , i really hate that and it pissed me off . do you know your attitude has seriously irratated so many pple, even at those time when i was telling myelf to smile and let go ?

in the past i used to hate whatever the board exco , the vhp and hp ways of doing . i dun deny this factor . however ever since i 've tried. i understood why they did all this . my first instinct was that , pple hate their was of doing is cos they didn't understand,they don't know . this job is not meant to be like . challenges like that i've expected to face it . but am i going to overcome it ? i think i need to think about it .

forget it . i shall smile and continue to lead my life on .

2008-01-29T20:31:00.001+08:00

aawww .... o level's coming ? teachers are trying to drill that intensity into us?

well , hope so it works . LOL . so sian . . . . sian in a sense not that i have nothing to do , but the things that i'm doing are getting boring ! awww.

alright . yesterday . school lessons studies . the dfferent part was this china pple coming and there was syco practice last night . the play for the china pple was a total flop . i claimed it to be a flop , but no one believes. it had been months since i last played seriously ?

follow by syco night. well , the conductor seems to be a nice guy but i was practically studying chem throughout . :P placing my chem textbook and worksheet on the music stand , with minhui guiding me along for CHEM . hey MINHUI THANKS LOADS. your chem is indeed impressive too. you should had continue to pursue chem instead. LOL . mind my craps .

well , today after some conversation .
i actually realised, i've been relying on people alot .
i've been taking people for granted .
i've been too pampered , throwing tantrums.
is time for me to learn how to be independent instead. (sounds good but i still hope pple standing by me)

oh ya . there's this interesting sec 1 came to tell eric that i'm fierce ! hey YEAH! i'm fierce. LOL . thanks your comment . hahahahax . yet mr yeo came to me and say, ' i know you are trying ur vry best to be serious.' but i think laughing is good kay . :D

2008-01-25T17:48:00.000+08:00

okay . will be posting about wednesday , cos it was FILL-ED day . lol .

alright . aisyah wan ting amelia and i went for HCI student councillor's investigure .

CONLUSION : fun . :)

oh ya , i want to make clear , on that day i brought that auntie bag is because i have many things to take ! i not auntie okay !!!! cos according to brandon ,' stella hor , ever since you become the head prefect, you more auntie leh."

HEY I NOT AUNTIE OKAY :D:D:D:D
cos that day i got PE , so i need to bring uniform , blazer cock shoes , then also syco shirt for syco orientation at night , then still got books . sooooooo heavy lor . . . so is like as if i am carrying some gold bars to hci .

so our journey to hci , the programmes were amazing , ao are their student leaders . i mean especially the part where they stand up . it reminds me of those days , in kong hwa CO , xu lao shi will make us practise for hours just to stand up neatly . i mean in the past i find it irratating to practise for hours , but now i see , i think is cool !

so we went for their school tour . i mean kranji and hci . theres nth i can compare . LOL . so our tour guide was cedric , and cedric fren . lol . so we went on touring many places and their cca .

hey , throughout this investigure , i met song sim (being part of the student councillor) , i also met yan lin , representing dunman high . i dun really recognize yan lin lor . so long le . muahahaha . i am like there to find friends. :D

what i love the MOST there was the CLOCK . their clock tower buliding thingy . so cool . it's a narrow spiral staircase . it's old . and many stories . is only open duno how many years once . i think is great lar ! so we climbed . it was also cedric and his fren's first time climbing up . the view there is so nice . . . . i just love it . .

me and amelia.

me, aisyah and wan ting .

me, amelia and wan ting .

amelia , aisyah and wan ting .

is quite dumb , cos were like taking ourselves !!! LOL .

here's me and my left and right !

finally the four of us got a picture together in their library . you know why i love that place? cos is air conditioned . LOL .

so here's us with our tourguide . :D

and here's our picture with another school . =) we make friends ther okay !

we are on the high clock building , viewing the nice sceneries.

here's the very cool spiral staircase. :D

is just us ! :D:D :D

then thats the end of the hci trip . follow by syco orientation .

so cool to see the syco pple back again . but at that point of time i was totally so tired that i didn't wait to take photo and went home . i was super tired lor ! alright . but is just cool . new conductor , yao shen shen . his 26 years old . thats super young .

well learnt many things . erm , still trying . looking at the o levels results of the seniors . i think . . . . . i am still thinking .. . haha . okok . gtg . bb =)

2008-01-18T18:03:00.000+08:00

another week past .
aisyah is seriously counting down to o levels , which is like 276 days time .
things getting tougher of course.
like what miss tan says , 17 days has past , NOTHING just went right.

Firstly , sec4s is just about test . test , test , test and still test. today math , tmr physic , the next day chem and we shall have english . endless test .
Test cum homeworks cum IP.

SUPER SERIOUSLY , i admit my mistake , i'm sorry for it. DISRESPECT and unable to control my emotions .

THUS lesson learnt :
1) always put a greater picture in mind
2) rationale before emotions
3) do the right things at the right time
the world is realistic.
time past things change .
after thinking and reflecting whatever everyone told me (teachers and P)
sacrifices is needed, of course i've learn't many personal lessons too .

why did i choose to take this up?
obstacles and challenges . thats reality , thats life .
i dun deny that i am not good , i may NOT even be the right candidate .
but i am really trying . what's done can't be undone .
what's taken up cant be un- taken up .
there's still many things to learn , i am trying , experiencing my way out.
who dun make mistakes ? who dun face problems ? like what the motivation talker said, ' only dead ppl has no problems'

at times i wonder . am i really matured enuf ? or am i still holding this chilidish mindset actually , tats y . . . . cos in the past , when i face such things , i wil just go bombard or sorts of things.

well why am i saying all this ? is friday , this first weekend i have which is test-less. so i am really thinking . i just love FRIDAYS.

2008-01-12T10:37:00.000+08:00

alright .

let me think . . . . last thursday ,
went to SP i was practically doing nth .
alright . :P
but i was super interested in that glassy computer table in the dream house .
i think is nice kay .=)

well , so what i want ?
erm , thinking in progress.
i have no idea .
but i will not music my career, cos i dun want my passion to turn into my source of money machine . :D

yesterday,mdm yong showed us the china documentary thingy.
the way the director scolded the farmers and actors just simply reminded me of those days , when i was under the tuletage of this teacher 'X' .
well , i will not name who is he/she. i don't deny that he/she can be a good teacher.
However i just couldn't tolerate her irratating attitude and sacarsam.
those scoldings were seriously demoralising but i can't deny that truth simply always hurt.

it was KPVC meeting RIGHT after school then. with ALL the ME members. WHOA . simply i didn't know there are so many ME memebers. :D so they are actually divided. yeah . then , wan ting and me basically stayed to burn the SVA dvd . Meanwhile , we did some sec 2 level exco meeting . pple turned up , peishan , naomi , moses and li jie. while amelia came too . haha. so i basically told li jie , if you find amelia irrataitng , go outside and shout , ' amelia pon camp!' LOL .
well , we did thrash talk , we did crap , talk crap . Left with wan ting , me , moses and li jie . they simply played games . and seriously , i didn't know i MAC can play games ! :P

after all the crap , me and wan ting went round to de siao the UG pple .:P we went round to present those who helped us with SVA the DVD ! . so nice right , we present it to them :D
then , i did ALL MY MATH homework in school , and the four of us , went limbang continue to crap ! well , like what wan ting said , it reminds me of those time we crap with the other board exco etc lar . i just think is super nice to have these friends . =)

okay , i got to say this . i am fine with jokes , i can even don't care abt anything at times, but human do have limits. know the right time to do the right thing .

okay , gtg . cos test and test are coming up . never ending , tests.
i'm busy, i'm tired, i'm sick .whenever i thought i dun need you anymore, you appeared.

2008-01-10T20:55:00.000+08:00

at the start of sec 4 life .
still trying to get use to it!
remembering in the past , i always tend to look up just one level.
but now! what i see is ROOFTOP. SUPER UNEASY .

everyday gotta climb 4 levels , up and down .
tiring , boring .
people counting down to o levels .
280+++ days .
i was just thinking,
i am not really used to what i am now,
mugging hard and everything.
looking forward to the end of everything .

but if one day when i finished my Os , leaving school , i will really miss school time.
nvm shouldn't think so far and just persist .
well okay , i was crapping . :D

this week was sick , got home everday and just fall asleep. :P
okay , i've made my decision , DROPPING MUSIC .
i mean for o levels , not as if i am giving up my ruan or piano . ='=
so i can concentrate , if not i will be like missing every thurs IP .
and no point getting a C6 too .
although i find it quite ..... duno what to say . but i believe is okay . =)
heard that the class is like left with 5 students . LOL . good luck then .

anyway HAPPY BDAE TO JIETING and KEE WEI !!! :D

2008-01-05T14:44:00.000+08:00

alright . didn't wanted to post but i think is fine ! :D

after being through this first week of school . school is no longer what i see , no longer how i feel . i find it a total disaster a total mess for me . well let me emphasize is for ME ! (so it doesn't really refering to the school okay)
however , this will not last ! :D i will promise , i am determine to do it well !

so i shall start off with the details =)
first day !
and ultra messy day , i also duno what am i doing too . hmmm.

2nd day ! it turns out little better . start lessons . and found out myself in like MS LAI's class for english . for those who don't know , ms lai was my idol since sec 1 . :D for what reason? i dun know too . hahax . well it should be something to be happy , but i find myself in a super wrong class ! and i use the word SUPER . the people around you are like , whoa whoa english students , as for me . is OH MY GOD ! alright , like what ms tang say , have trust in her to bring you to acheive ur goals ! well i told ms lai that i am stress by her high expectations , she told me that is A1 and 2 ONLY mah . . . . alright . no more complains , accept the fact and work hard .

3rd day
it turns out even better , but assembly was another ultra disaster . well had lessons . normal lessons . and doreen actually counted 294 days to o levels . well sense of urgency ? erm , i'm yet to feel it , but is like 20th oct or 22 oct i forgotten lar . so . .. .. just work hard , and achieve my desire results =)
at night was the oreintation in augaration speech . awww .... thanks for the support pple :D which includes teachers .. .. .. i dun deny that i was nervous at that time . erm it was a total different experince kay , i dun go up on stage to talk . so yeah =)

okay , so in between this three days , everything went chaotic , disastrous and simply messy . but i got to really thanks all the pple who happen to standby me and ecouraged me . THANKS ! i am determined to do it good ! well , not just saying hahax .

sadly of course , my grandma is currently in the hospitals at the ICU now , wishing her all the best and get well soon.

2008-01-01T20:55:00.000+08:00

ALL RIGHT . had countdown party at zhao house !!!!

some regrets here , didn't manage to attend SYCO countdown at zhiwen house , but is okay , i told them to continue miss me :D

and didn't manage to stay overnite at zhao house too!!! awww .

but lets tok abt happy stuffs!

let me start off with the afternoon .

JEREMY: hey i am going zhao house at 3.30 , meeting jervin at 2 at eunos .

STELLA: dun wan lar . so early . my house so far , by the time i reach i will also be late.

JERMEY: go now lar .

so i happily got ready and wanted to leave .

when i reached zhao house , her sisters were like , jervin is upstairs playing com .

so ONLY JERVIN . then i ask where's jeremy?

and our VIP jeremy arrived at like 6?!?!?!??!?!

what a perfect timing lol .

and i was basically tortured by so many little kiddys!

and hey i did win dadi okay ! :D

finally follow by the arrival of YEE YIN YIKUN FIONA KIM AND ELINA WHOOTS!

whoa i love their paper fan ! i want it . i forgotten to bring it homse . haiz .

then follow by the arrival of hongliang and ian .

okay . so we went down for food .

i am hired for my plucking prawn shell job again .

however sadly it was a bad job done last night . :P

well , i've found my beloved , my darling last night at zhao's house . so is fiona . :D:D

fiona dun be jealous kay . cos i know ur darling dun wan you . haha .

okay now let me show you the scandalest couple of the day !

TADA! the scadalest couple ! zhaoying and jervin!

looking forward to see who's my darling ?!?!?! LOL he damn seet . keep helping me to do all the weird weird stuffs .

TADA ! well i dun even know his name , dun even know how old is he . erm . but i just know he is cute lar . haha.

and this is fiona's darling! hey fiona , he volunteered to take pictures with me de leh ! hahahaha.

then we played water bombs with balloons ?! i allied with huishia !

our first target , the HOST ! ZHAOYING ! basically the plan was , she placed the ballon on top of her unknowingly and i will poke it with my satay stick! NEXT , FIONA and basically she turn TRANSPARENT :P last but not least the one who saboed us , yushui .

and please lor , what kind of guys were those? guys cum UG GUYYs. disgracing UG ? afraid of water . LOL . one from BB , one from scout and one from NPCC . please lor ! even jeremy from CO can do better ! haiz . LOL . and they can actually run all the way to east shore hospital . fine . you win! hahax .

basically we did all sorts of nosensical stuffs . like dancing the butt dance on the road ? well we only dance when the car pass by ! ahahax . is seriously cool to siao with them ! and basically the cyclist was so damn shocked. LOL

okay . then soon is countdown-ing LOL . me and fiona was so high singing away . preparing ourselves ready for WAR !

see this UNGLAM SHOT OF HERS . stuffing all her snow spray in her clothings . awwww ..... fiona and kim playing fire sparkles . =)

well , when the war start , of course i needa save my hp , so no pictures ! haha . but i was badly suffered! yeah . but super super FUN . waiting for pictures from fiona .

and great yeeyin , went home just for countdown , when this is like a countodnw party?!

and when it hits 2oo8 , we officially celebrated our 5/10 years of anniversary! LOL .

so HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL , and wishing everyone a GREAT YEAR AHEAD !

thanks zhaoying for organising such a fun thing ! and thanks for your clothes too uh . :D

2007-12-27T11:55:00.001+08:00

Teardrops on my Guitar by Taylor Swift

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

2007 coming to and end ! time to think ? time to reflect ? LOL .

i shall do this before new year eve . haha !

indeed it was fast . 1 year gonna passed .
left 2b'o6 for one year .
left pri skol for 3 years .
next year gonna to be the last year for sec skol .
isn't is fast ?!

been through the preparations of CNY , RICEDUMPLING .
not forgetting myself cleaning 1000++ of leaves .
i will never forget .
although those days were irratating , but grumbling with ur frens is indeed a fun thing . :D

so is OBS .
finally get to try OBS . almost couldn't make it cos of piano exam .
but it was happily postpone!
and i really never regret going it , in fact if i would to given a chance again , i will want to go!
it was my first time , and i really love it .

had cold war wiht my dad for 3 mths for dumb reason ,
till now i still find it dumb .
but nvm , finally is over !

throughout the entire year , i was exploring , playing more then STUDYING . LOL .
i never really treat my studies seriously ? awww .
the resolution for next year gonna change! haha.

been through , syco's annual concert , ruan xian's concert .
those days were great .
i think really know what want .
those days , being on the stage with your friends .
is really satisfying .
i really wonder , i told zhang i will reduce the number of perfomance due to o levels . is that really what i want ? haiz.

sec 2 ssc camp .
it really allow all of us to know each other more ?
yeah . it was just PURE FUN .

the very first time i spend my bdae in skol! LOL .
it was really a memorable one .
thanks frens . :D
and next year is gonna be a publicholiday . . . awww.

been throught the hectic schedule for SVA .
tiring , yet satisfying .

also finally ended my ruan's exam ?
totally ended !
gotten what i want .
i am not denying the fact that i am HAPPY .
is not cos i got what i want .
but i think is so much better playing ruan without any purposes right ?
is so damn cool .

so new resolutions for next year ?
LOL .
i want is to be simple do-able! hahax.

1) got to really really concentrate in my studies . getting my desire grades .
2) complete my grade 8 piano . and thats the end .
3) being able to cope and do well with everything in skol .
which means it include prefects , ssc , kpvc .

stay happy and smile ! YEAH .
i think thats all ! =)

2007-12-25T00:19:00.000+08:00

MERRY MRERY CHIRSTMAS !!!! :D

THANKS EVERYONE FOR YOUR presents (temporarily what i recieved) . is LOVeeeed .

okay . for cards , THAI YENG - nice picture taken . whoa .
MINHUI - THANKS .
GIN- nice designed cards .

for cookies/cupcookies/food . :D - DOREEN / WAN TING/ SIMIN / GIN
BIG THANKS OKAY. ur cookies are sooooooo nice .... and kindly appreciated . bake more for me in future okay . ? ahahahax.

ERIC - thanks for your perfume thingy ?!?!?! ahahax . didn't expect you will buy such things . haha.
DARYL - THANKS . i really really like the gui gui . aawwww . how you know i like that . . . . arghh.... haha . THANKS .
CALVIN- NAUHGATS
GIN- NICE PECKS TOO . and you see , i thanked you 3 times leh !!!

BIG THANKS TO ERIC / DARYL / CALVIN / ZHENGCHUAN
hahahax . cos they really did as i said . 12 am , my doorstep with my christmas presents . although they didn't did on purpose , but it was exactly 12 am at my doorstep !!! ahahax . :D

gonna thanks my family members .
aunt , aunt , uncle etc . aiya . all my aunts and uncles . thanks for your nice nice presents . KINDLY APPRECIATED . :D
especially the 50 dollars taka voucher , adidas bag , roxy bag . :D
currently i am a big fan of ADIDAS . :D

okay . and thanks to those who had sent me merry christmas wishes !!! didnt reply cos my sms too ex . hahaax. so gonna thanks you guys here !!!

JOYCE
THAIYENG
GIN
THAIYENG
JANICE
ANGELA
MINHUI
MOSES
MOSES
THAIYENG
ERNEST

hahax , according to the inbox . so currently , THAI YENG is on the lead !!! shen sent me 3 diff. smses. haha.

THANKS THOSE WHO TAGGed too .

in conclusion ....... MERRY CHIRSTMAS TO ALL !!!

yeah , i know there are more presents to come . i simply love presents . :P

2007-12-22T21:53:00.000+08:00

whoots. christmas coming.

supposed to be happy yeah?

yeah happy , but it also reminds me that holiday is coming to an end !!!

so it isn't happy afterall.

holiday coming to an end = time for mugging = SUPPOSED to complete of homework = ready for o levels = everything starts

but is gonna be an engaging year , with full o f challenges , obstacles and i duno lar . just many many . pathetic or good ? i have no idea ! hahax.

okay homeworks . left with HALF of math , ENTIRE PHYSICS and chinese zi ces. this isn't nice okay . is x'mas i wana enjoy my last lap of holidays !

oh ya. my tagboard is pathetic okay . . . .

2007-12-19T15:29:00.001+08:00

YEAH . received the cookies made by doreen .

THANKS DOREEN YOU ARE LOVED .

and i love the great plans from doreen and wan ting .

oh ya , the change of blogskin is cos i duno why i messed up the entire code . so just changed lor . :D

well don't ask me anything . cos i wouldn't want to say .

2007-12-18T21:07:00.001+08:00

alright !!!! SUPER INSPIRED BY DOREEN AND WAN TING TO POST !!!

going to be sec 4s next year .
from 1b'o5 till 2b'o6 till 3c'o7 . very soon is gonna be 4c'o8!!! and bye to kranji !?!?!

well if i really sit down , and think . where did i spent my times in kranji ?

prefects , ssc , kpvc , and class ( it gotta depends on year lar :P)

so how can i forget about this people who hadbeen through with at least 3 out of the 4 ? right !

according to alphabetical order . =)
first will be DOREEN .
she been through with me for the same class for 2 years , ssc and prefect .
the hyper one .
the noisy one .
the spoilt one .
the pink one .
the sweets & chocs one .
but you can never deny the truth is that ,without her ,
you will miss her noise , her voice and her fun !!!
leaving just right on top of me ,
we go school together .
go home together if it possible.
well , when i first step in to kranji .
being the fact that i was from kong hwa .
i knew NO ONE in kranji , except DOREEN !!!!!
she was the ONLY and one FRIEND i have in kranji throughout the first few months .
sorry for some unreasonable times , when i started to moodswing etc.
yet , you are willing to forgive and forget .
just because of your forgive and forget , you are always happy and bring joy to everyone ! THANKS . :D

NEXT .
HAIQEL.
current same class , next year too . then SSC and prefect .
being with him , i learnt many many things from him .
rmb , when i was in sec 2 . our main concern was still prefect at that time .
crap with him . tok rubbish . do stupid stuffs . and ya jst stupid dumb and fun .
now , being the ssc president .
pple grown up .
and you cant deny you really learn many many leadership skills from him .
not only that ,
from a normal individual point of view too .
you will learn many many many htings from him .
anc currently , we are undergoing some good partnership yeah !!!
hope we work well in future !!! hahax.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST .
WAN TING !!!!!!!! the miss VIP .
being through prefects , ssc , kpvc.
is a total of everything .
as long as you are not in class ,
we spent our times together .
and this is when all the tired stuffs comes in
the unfairness , unhappiness comes in .
when you come to doing events ,
planning events ,
working for events ,
you simply can't run away from prefects , ssc or kpvc right ?
therefore , merely all the school events we gotta involved .
and spent all our time together .
got to say thanks to her too . without her accompainment , my life in kranji wouldn't be this colourful too . THANKS . thinking back . still got many many people to thanks .
AISYAH .
ERIC .
KWAI GA .
etc .
alot alot .
i will continue to thanks them one by one in future .
not forgetting my NON - kranji friends !

2007-12-18T20:17:00.001+08:00

yesterday .

went to watch movie with yanni and gin .

mr . magorium blah blah blah .

not bad .

some meaningful lines .

today .

went to celebrate glam's bdae .

her 19th bdae yeah ?

she treated us at some ulluu places .

depsy hill ?

cafe name 'house'?

lol

here's her bdae card .

from the glames group ever !!!

her unglam picture .

miss unglam says that is unglam to cut things with hand , so she is doing it for us then !

interesting ? this's the menu !!! lol . is heavy .

so we just kept walking and walking and walking in order to get there .

then went to cathay to watch alvin and the chipmunks!!! is cute okay !!! very cute . ' i had a nightmare , can i sleep with you ?' aawwwwww... .just so cute . and i lllooooooovvvee the songs they sang! currently i'm really in love with the chipmunks songs !!!!!AAWWWWW. alright . gtg . cos tons of things to do !

2007-12-15T13:46:00.000+08:00

went for RICO concert last night !

it was basically a concert commemorating mr yeo puay hian .
it was indeed touching and nice .

went with kimberly .
ate our dinner ,
and talked crap .
i mean CRAP .
for hours ! hahax
then ya , but those craps make sense okay .

we can't believe that time just past so fast .
and trying to imagine urself ,
in just years time ,
you will be working ,
you will be old ,
then you will be lying in the coffin .
awww. isn't the fast ?!?!?!

looking back ,
mr.yeo died of cancer .
seriously speaking ,
you will never know what will happen next .
he is like so young . (not very young , but still young)

the speed of time is unpredictable.
the only thing we can do ,
is no point pondering ur unhappiness,
what you'd regretted.
instead cherish what you had ,
appreciate what you already had
cos you are actually normally one of the most lucky ones !!!
there's still many many more unfortunates .
they may not be around you ,
but they exist !!!

whoa , i am so impressed by myself with those words arh .
lol . is always easy to say but never easy to do !!!

just live ur day and life fruitfully and happily . :D

2007-12-14T11:33:00.000+08:00

i just happen to look back at the past syco photos .

thinking that syco had been the only co accompanied me throughout this three years as kranji got no co.

we do silly stuffs together.

been through the times from mr quek to mr ku. follow by this new conductor (forgotten his name)

i've always missed many fun .

due to many factors .

seriously the last syco chalet was really the once in a blue moon that i get to hang out with them that long .

just don't know lar . but seriously thanks jun he for accompanying me that day , then sorry to for resulting you joining them late yeah?!

but SYCO is still LOVED !! :D

2007-12-11T14:49:00.000+08:00

back from chalet last night .
just for the sake of school's today .
it ended up disastrous .

no pictures for syco chalet .
all took by minhui's camera .
for the sake of pictures view minhui/syco 's blog .
so i just verbally run through .

first day.
went shopping before chalets . :P
went there and do nth but watch tv and eat .
then went out with joel , jun he , peiqian , zhi wen , MINHUI tpwhite sands to see them eat .
and took the pony rides .
i simply miss my childhood . :D
rushed back to chalet to grab stuffs
hoping to catch the last train to changi airport
ended up taking cab .
tried many cabs but failed .
cos there were 5 .
zi xin minhui me jun he joel !
however , there's even this uncle who said .
'5 pple uh ? need add money'
'how much uh'
'18 bucks'
the great thing jun he do , was slamming the door and gave him that face .
finally , when we was about to give up , this uncle said OKAY .
not going to mention what type of cab , just not to land this uncle into trouble. =)
we got our way to the airpot , yet minhui lose her spects on cab .
reached the airport .
did stupid stuffs , like weighing ourselves on the luggage weighing machine?!
then player toot - toot train in there .
tried to look for some handsome staffs , but according to joel he wasn't there.
then took sky train to terminal 2 to look for peiqian and zhi wen .
took pictures wth christmas tree .
lesson learnt , never buy brown jacket .
it my camouflage with trees , and looks like some log .
crap and rot in the macdonald there .
tried using their com but SUPER SLOW .
saw pple mugging .
saw pple sleeping .
saw pple eating .
saw pple rotting just like us .
seriously speaking , changi airport is simply a good place to rot .
talked crap about many things .
which includes ur school's horror stories .
while , kranji is nothing .
is just a school of 13 years .
what more can you expect out of it ?!
as compared to cchms , i think that's wow .
i am NOT going to visit their school .
LOL .
then many many craps .
prank calls .
eat .
etc .

NEXT DAY
finally breakfast time .
took half of zhiwen's harshbrown , half of joel's harshbrown to form
1 harshbrown ! super lame . okay .
then jun he slept for 3 hours .
went back , by MRT .
slept in a super unglam manner
yet joel got it down in his phone !
then back to chalet .
everyone fall asleep .
went to bathe .
came out .
NO PLACE TO SLEEP !!!
lol . sleep beside jun yuan on the floor lor .
but guess what , he don't exactly sleep walk , but he sleep talk .
he was shocked when i told him . hahax .
slept and slept . finally got myself a place !
then continue sleeping .
i practically did nothing but sleeping , wake up and sleep .
oh ya . KIND SOUL JUN HE .
i told him to wake up .
cos he should had enuf sleep .
then i can sleep .
yet he make one space for me to sleep .
very kind right !
however , after some time .
i am being so called pushed to the hole
between floor and cupboard .
and i just gave up .
LOL . but not his fault lar . not balming him . hahax .
seeing the way scandalest couple sleep .
damn interesting .
ting kai etc . watch rush hour 3 .
wanted to went to town the entire day .
yet , they ended up going at 5+.
all thanks to the RAIN .
so i ended up in chalet doing nth .
watching tv .
went online using zhiwen's laptop .
THANKS jun he for accompanying me .
the 2 of us just ended up in the chalet .
then, i went to buy dinner first and ended up drenched.
follow by jun he .
so for being guilty , not going with them .
i cleaned up the chalet for them .
not I lar , is WE .
we cleaned up .
throw the rubbish .
and i MOPPED the floor .
i used the towel and mopped tiles by tiles .
GOOD RIGHT !
just a nice of me .
i also tried drying the toilet and balcony .
=)
then went to disturb the pple at block C .
wah lao . their chalet SUPER BIG CAN .
as in BIG .
BIGGER THEN OURS!!!!
JEALOUS . hmph .
then went back and HOME !
so that's
the end . =)

at times i really wonder ,
is it right , is it my fault , or am i just too perfectionist .
it hadn't start , yet i'm giving up .
or am i really just that useless . idk.

2007-12-08T23:12:00.001+08:00

sometimes i just wonder what's the point of visiting someone's wake just because is your relative but you had never seen he or she before once in your life ? well , not say not happy lar , just don't see the purpose out of it .

but only when you go , you will realise interesting stuffs ? when you just somehow realise your friend is you relative actually ? LOL . this happen to me kay . JIA ZHI!! i've find out the long long story le . is a very very far relative of mine! well , is my father's cousin's cousin . hmmmm . ya . jia zhi like that you old leh . :P hahax . nvm i am young always. =)

well , tmr's SYCO CHALET . cool . . . . less then a week , another chalet . =)
chalets are cool okay , at least at the period of time i will be happy , forget all my unhappy past ! well . so BYE .

2007-12-07T21:38:00.000+08:00

YEAH . SVA officially over !!!
today WAN TING went to submit the tape .
it is such a relieved sia .

alright , shall i start crediting pple ?!

DIRECTOR - WAN TING
a great job you've done . you did your best . even though you got worned out but you pulled through . even at the very last thing we got to do which was editting , i seriously got sick of it but you tolerate it through all by yourself , transfering it to the tape !

ASST . DIRECTOR - YONG XIANG
hey you start talking!!! and you did you job lar . i will rmb "SILENCE ON SET , CAMERAMAN READY , ACTOR's READY "

ART DIRECTOR - PRISCILLA
i'm impressed by ur bravery . you've changed! of course is change for better lar! as in in such a short time , you changed , and still managed to give your amazing ideas , creative perspection and help MUCH in the editting . you had done beyond what your job is too!! THANKYOU!

SCRIPTWRITTER / asst. producer - GIN CHEW
those days when we walk to yew tee just for donuts , and walk back to school under the irratating hot sun , talking about stupid stuffs will be remembered . i believe the journey of writting the script is irratating yeah ? you got to edit again again and again . i understand !! and seriously impressed by ur patience too =) also thanks for accompanying me runnig around doing stupid stuffs .

VIDEOCAMERMAN - YI JUN
without you , there will be no videos , no filming , NO SVA ! ahahax . you always had to carry the heavy betta , the tripod , ensure the batt charged at all time . indeed a boring job , but you've succeed . cos you mangaed to bond well with the betta =)

ARTIST/EDITOR/videocameraman - DING XIONG
whoa , you got to MOST POST sia . without you drawing , there will be no props , without you editing there will be no final product , without you filming the last scene , the video can't be complete ! see how impt are you! well , sorry for always bullying you lar , cos it seems quite fun . :P but seriously THANKS . =)

ACTORS - LIYANA / SADALI / HAFIZZUDIN
without the three of you , how will we get the funny shots and scenes ?! without the patience of you guys waiting for things to get filmed , will this scenes be filmed ? a serious BIG THANKS to the three of you . and hey sadali , 'do i look like a GAY to you?' hahax . good actors too!!!

NARRATOR - MAY / AVERIL
seriously THANKS you guys for helping . you guys aren't KPVC pple , yet willing to spare some time help us to film ! and we are always NOT punctual :P THANKS UH . especially MAY , we make you wait for so long that day , and ended up rushing .

ACTORS - ERIC , ZUL , IZZAT , AMELIA , MR. LOH-Keoh , wan ting's COUSIN did i miss out any ?! i hope not ! hahax

THANKS . you guys aren'y KPVC member too!! so is sincerely appreciated . well , ERIC , you finally wear ur tie HIGH UP . ZUL , is really kind of you to actually crumpled ur pants , and even sniff donuts in the toilet . :P and just THANKS to ALL OF YOU .

LAST BUT NO LEAST - teacher's in charge
MDM maybelline TAN , and MS norZAMZARINA . =)
for your patience etc lar . i run out of words le . :P ms zarina , good model , good actor uh . uh huh . dun get so fed up with the middle aged women le lar . hahax .

well YEAH . is OVER . is OVER . is OVER !!!!! no more SVA , no more filming , no more editting !